In the heart of one of France’s
southernmost provinces and atop a narrow ridge, tall grasses parted to offer a hare
that hopped into a moonlit clearing. The wary animal inspected an open knoll with
perked ears and a twitching nose; and as it crept forward, it suddenly froze
like stone, its head cocked sideways and a single ebon eye affixed on the
heavens. The petrified animal stared at that which might have resembled a single
flying spec – a soaring silhouette, adrift against the stars. The rabbit sat motionless
beneath its perceived bird-of-prey.
Yet the high-flying
object bore little resemblance to any bird, save its spread wings; and a
trained eye might correctly gather its form to be that of a flying man. Abruptly,
the startled hare spun and tore into the long shadows from whence it emerged. And in the apparent safety of thickets and deep shadows, a
ghostly hand parted the brush and snared the thrashing hare. Bones popped and a
new silence settled over the grassy knoll.
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Gliding high above the ridge and soaring against a star-studded sky, Lazarus pressed onward. The
wind moaned with the rhythmical roll of his wings. Flying toward the
southernmost coastline of France,
and from Lazarus’ lofty vantage point, he saw the moonlit lands spill from out
of a curved horizon like a sublime scroll that slowly unfurled every facet of Creation.
To his left, a row of low hills glowed in golden hues, sharply defining the eastern
edge of the earth. To his right and beneath a sulfurous crescent moon, heaving
terrain blended into an indistinct western horizon that appeared to liquefy like
quicksilver and meld into a hazy sky.
Lazarus had long
since left the winding course of the Rhone River, and now he flew due south
over a scattered landscape of naked hills and broken forests. Below him, twisting
streams sliced through the entire terrain and; en masse, they could have
resembled black and wandering dagger scars that marred the face of the earth. Clusters
of tiny structures rolled into view – thatch-roofed buildings perched alongside
riverbanks, altogether suggesting the presence of quaint fishing villages. Betwixt
them, rural roads were as veins of dirt that dispersed and disappeared through
shadowy woods and foothill valleys.
Unlike the meandering
paths of the roads and streams below him, all of which appeared compromised in
the face of uneven terrain, Lazarus forged a deliberate course, defying persistent
crosswinds and downdrafts. He carved a path, straight and narrow, strictly
south. However, he hardly acknowledged the rolling sea of earth beneath him. In
the immutable groan of the wind, and beneath the steady beating of his wings,
Lazarus might have been flying blindly, as most of his focus lay turned within
– his attention attuned to a troubled mind.
Perhaps only angels might
have gathered such a miracle or method for how a heart so heavy as his could
possibly remain aloft, even to skirt the stars and not hurtle to earth from the
gravity of its own shattered state. Lazarus’ mind reeled with remote memories
of bygone days. And with his every perfect recollection
of them, the memories seemed to heap themselves together like a pile of rocks
that swelled into a mountain and buried every trace of what he purely
remembered himself to be. Without the comforting confines of the catacombs;
without his tunnel chores; without Ivan and Odino to console him; even without Clodious and Greville to scold him – without his worrisome
facemask, Lazarus wept. No longer could he deny that disquieting part of him,
which was once but a whining whisper hidden within the deepest recesses of his
heart, as it had finally grown to stir strongly in his breast. ‘Twas no longer a nagging pain but perhaps a waking and screaming
consciousness that commanded his attention. Indeed, the bothersome whisper
swelled into yowls of torment, utterly revealing itself as confirmation that
the most cherished part of Lazarus had truly perished on that awful eve, when forced
to leave the abbey. And although the voice in his heart was his, alone; it was certainly
fostered by the blasphemous and murderous fisherman; the greedy feuding lords, D’Alcicourt and Hugon; the cold
and loathsome Captain Bourne; and most of all, his thoroughly ungodly mother,
who was
all of them and more. And to Lazarus,
the bitter memories of them seemed to devour his every perfect and
heart-warming recollection – his every joyous and naïve dream of a prior and
perfect world that he had experienced before his expulsion from the comforting
womb of his former catacomb quarters.
Yet, even as sorrow
might sometimes surrender the spirit, invariably, reason often regains what was
lost within. Lazarus closed a troubled heart and opened his mind to more
meaningful considerations and calculations – he was flying…over Southern
France…on his way to Italy.
And what he once naïvely thought to be, a most
unattainable goal: to fly somewhere and fetch a friar; was really quite a reasonable
feat, as he was doing just that. He considered what might immediately transpire
after he returned to the abbey with Friar Salvatino. Alas,
since the Captain had exposed his true self as, but a grotesque concealed in
squires’ robes, he was well aware that his life would follow a different course
than he had previously imagined. From that single turn of events, he gathered with
good reason that the abbey monks could not accept him into their holy fold as a
friar. He was convinced that they would no longer allow him to live and serve
in their flock as a man of the cloth. He was certain that they would never
again revere him as
Lazarus, the
abbey’s trusted catacomb squire, but revile him as an ugly and ungodly winged
beast. Unequivocally, he knew that he would not find his place in prayer, in the
Sanctuary, but atop it, in stone. Still, he recalculated his options only to
arrive at the same unwavering result: to remain steadfast in his promise to
fetch the friar. ‘And if by likelihood, some remainder of goodness might be
derived from it,’ he thought, ‘perchance, the abbey monks might look beyond his
differences and determine him to be more Man than beast.’
Nevertheless, for
Lazarus, it seemed unlikely that any degree of consideration would change the
moment for the better. Time turned over the rolling earth and, with the weight
of an open gatestone resting squarely on his shoulders, Lazarus continued
forward over Southern France. The sweat of his
wings glistened in the moonlight and; as the night wore on, he held true to his
course and speed even as he drifted closer to the earth. Like a massive bat, he
blazed over treetops, churning its canopy leaves with wafting wings. He flew
onward, pacing his wings to his breaths – press and lift, in and out. Time
turned again, when a flock of sea gulls gathered alongside him. More resting
gulls erupted skyward to give chase. The birds gathered into a growing swarm
and; at length, hundreds of them formed an immense flock that all but engulfed
Lazarus. He climbed higher to escape them yet the followed. He dived; banked
left; rolled right. Yet, they reacted precisely with the same aerial maneuvers.
He leveled himself and searched for the horizon to find only a wall of churning
tail feathers. And beneath him, the face of the earth
drowned in a heaving sea of white wings.
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Lazarus swiped at
them, shouting, “Be off, now!” They shrilled at him, as though his brash
command called for mass protestation.
“Move aside!” he
cried. They cawed and further converged, outwardly smothering him like a
hundred chicks clinging to a mother gull.
“I cannot see!”
The flock only
replied with chatter.
“I am not a bird!”
The gulls complained
as one.
“I’m not!”
They resounded with a
barrage of sharp retorts.
Lazarus huffed and
surrendered himself to them, considering that although he was flying blindly
amongst them, he still made headway. What was more, it did appear to him that
the flock showed a keen sense of space, since none of them seemed to impede the
wing beats of the other, or his own, for that matter. Yet there was even more
to them, as Lazarus found himself drawn to their gawking, dark eyes. On the
surface, they seemed to share the same wild intensity. He stared deeply into
them – even deeper than he once looked into the eyes of Mountain Mouth’s dogs, and
he found…absolutely nothing. And perhaps it was, the
nothingness in them, that spurred
Lazarus to chuckle. The gulls crooned.
Lazarus chortled and
they cackled with him. And the louder he laughed, the more
noisily they replied until; at length, Lazarus found himself drawn into cramps
and tears. Truly, he knew the seed of his hilarity and openly amused himself
with it. The gulls’ blatant stares were as wide and blank as those of Mountain
Mouth’s bats – they were the identical gape as that of the rat, which Friar Clodious chased through the abbey catacombs – and perhaps, they
mirrored the same gawp as that of the friar, himself, when Lazarus emptied the
wash pail over his sandals. Altogether, both recollected and real, their stares
seemed to convey to Lazarus, the simultaneous yet discordant states of
determinism and obliviousness. Had he not initially found the seed of humor in their
wide, cold stares; he might have found himself, frightened
to fly amongst such a flock of hollow, burning eyes. Nevertheless, as he
pressed onward, he opened an intimate dialogue with his tag-along drove,
telling it of secrets that seagulls could not possibly repeat or understand. He
shared with the birds, truths that he had only admitted to the bats of Mountain
Mouth. Indeed, they were quite curious and receptive of Lazarus – all of them intently
interested with his ongoing oration. And occasionally,
they erupted with a communal squawk, caw, or coo, as to convey a common opinion
or contradiction.
At length, however, the
gulls seemed to grow weary of his company and veer off. The flock thinned and
the light of the night sky illuminated churning wings. Still more of them fell
away, disbursing in droves to expose the rolling earth beneath Lazarus’ feet. The
remaining flock abruptly exploded, leaving Lazarus to fly alone. And with the
wall of gulls before him now gone, his eyes found an unexpected and vastly
different southerly horizon than he last recalled; as he saw its new shape to
be nothing short of a panoramic horrorscape. He
leaned backward, thrashed his wings, and quickly stilled himself to hover in
place. He treaded the air, feeling unnaturally heavy. ‘Twas
like his life’s blood drained from his veins – as though his very bones gained
a gravity of stone. And in that disquieting moment, whilst Lazarus believed to
experience the full pull of the ground, he absorbed the enormity of the
outwardly inexplicable spectacle before him; as the entire face of the earth
appeared to surrender itself to a vast sheet of black glass that all but washed
the world into oblivion.
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From his overlaid recollections
of the abbey maps and the measured distance that he flew, Lazarus knew that he
had arrived at the Gulf Of Leon; however, he
never envisioned its body to be so massive and sprawling like the
lion-of-an-ocean that it now seemed. New
concerns brewed. He tucked his shoulders and dived into a spiral, following his
feathered friends back to a line of coastal rocks that divided land and sea. He
lit amongst the grounded birds, perching himself atop a wide and weathered slab.
The gulls complained and beat their wings. They pecked at his boots, perhaps
believing that he had come to steal the beached carcass of a hollow-eyed fish,
which they guarded. Lazarus squatted and draped tired arms over knees. Beads of
sweat coursed over him, angling backward with the inland wind. His wings loosely
splayed behind him, he breathed heavily to resemble an overheated bird. There,
on a squat plateau of stone, he collected himself. He watched the heaving tides
surge betwixt the rocks as they sprayed him with a brackish mist. He studied
the water’s edge, where a blanket of ocean foam rose and fell over every new
wave. Nearby, part of a crab shell rode a bit of trapped driftwood that bobbled
betwixt a narrow space of boulders. Against the boulders, dense threads of
algae rolled as one in the waters’ currents. Beside Lazarus, the gulls had
finally turned an attention to themselves, sparring over the fish carcass. And as the cool breeze of the gulf blew dry his damp wings, Lazarus
closed his eyes and burned into everlasting recollection, the newly experienced
sounds and smells of an ocean.
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Within him, the once brewing
concern grew into a nagging voice of protest that churned in tune with the
black waters at his boots. He rechecked his memory of the abbey maps and
recalled that, in his planned journey to fetch the friar, he was to embark on
an evening crossing of the Gulf Of Leon and arrive at the Isle of Corsica,
where he would again seek shelter from the light of day. And
initially, the feat seemed quite attainable, since he knew that he could fly
the distance. Nevertheless, the sight of the sea from a height so great as that
of a bird’s eye, where he witnessed its appearance to be so magnificent and
outwardly monstrous as to swallow every earthly detail for what seemed to be,
an easy stretch into infinity, made the feat seem more unthinkable than
attainable. Indeed, the nagging voice complained for good reason, as it now revealed
to Lazarus the disturbing notion that his crossing an ocean was not merely a
feat of flight, upon which he so heavily relied to survive. After all, the
voice knew that Lazarus could
fly for
a full eve; however, he could not
swim,
for even a moment.
Lazarus rocked himself
forward, knelt, and sank back on his heels. He peered past the waves and
inspected a dark ocean horizon that seemed to fuse with a dim sky. The
sprawling black seascape had every appearance of a bottomless and boundless
abyss, and he mused that even the clouds might be incapable of crossing such a
vast void. He turned his attention to the southwesterly heavens where heat
lightening flickered in the distance. Then he sighed and stood as he bid the
gulls a somber farewell. He unfurled his wings, took to the skies, circled
once, and headed east, turning his back to a setting moon.
For the remainder of
the eve and well into the early morn, Lazarus followed the southern coastline
of France.
With the abbey maps etched firmly in his mind, they served to guide him toward the
eastern port city of Marseilles.
He kept the sea to his right and the land to his left, even as a steady
southerly crosswind seemed determine to shove him out to a foreboding ocean. And to Lazarus, the ocean seemed evermore like a hellish
chasm – a great black hole that was hungry – that mocked him, daring him to
cross it. At length, the crosswinds weakened and died before a brackish breeze
blew inland to counter it. However, the warring winds had already taken a toll
on his wings, and Lazarus turned his attention to the ground, where he might find
suitable shelter from the first rays of day.
Still far from
Marseilles, Lazarus descended upon a quaint port village and circled gradually
wider over thatched rooftops until he found, on the more remote eastern edge of
the town, the apparent ruins of a former cathedral, perched atop a broad and
rocky hill. Upon closer inspection, he saw all that remained of the
high-pitched and roofless structure, with scorched and partially fallen walls
that enclosed an exposed flagstone floor. Yet he found that there was more to
the outwardly dead place of worship. Encased within its crumbling
fortifications, a quaint structure much like a newly built church, stood atop a
portion of its floor stones. The newer church was completely wooden, save one
outer wall of stone that it shared with the ancient cathedral. Altogether, the apparent
wooden spec could have bore symbolic semblance to a spring-ready seed caught in
the womb of a winter-smitten bloom. And aside from a bone-carrying
dog that limped through a sprawling cemetery that claimed the eastern side of
the broad hill, Lazarus found the immediate grounds of the ruins to be all but
dead.
He set down within
the broken walls of the ruins, planting his boots softly atop weed-lined
flagstones. Lazarus winced, carefully folding his worn wings before slipping
into the darker shadows. He barely approached the rudimentary church when he
saw its tall and narrow windows and realized that the building was grossly
inadequate for the shelter he sought. Lazarus turned away and stepped through a
gap in the olden wall. Then, outside the ruins, he followed the wall’s length,
walking through fallen wall stones and tall weeds, until he rounded its
exterior corner and found, nestled within the weeds and overgrown with vines, a
large but narrow storage bin. The higher backside of lean-to box stood flush
against the ancient temple wall. Its lower front-side faced the receding hill
of congested and decrepit gravestones. Lazarus cleared away the weeds, lifted
the bin’s weathered lid, and peered within. Aside from a few broken tool
handles, several dry-rotted hemp sacks, and scattered clumps of dried mud, the
interior appeared spacious enough for his planned short stay. He slid himself
within the box, closed its lid, reshuffled its belongings, and closed his eyes
to the coming dawn of a new day. And Time returned to
his world of dreams.
Indeed, the bin was
of sound construction, with solid walls and a flush lid to guard Lazarus from
glaring daylight. However, as good fortune might oft times require a price paid
for services rendered, the very box that kept Lazarus alive, might have easily
served as his coffin. Had the following day’s sky been free of clouds, he would
have certainly perished. The morning sun baked the box, awakening Lazarus to
consider his immediate fate. He thrashed about in the sweltering bin,
struggling to breathe the stale and heated air within. And
in his inescapable predicament, he had ample time to reflect upon a most grave
mistake: He laid himself to rest within a wooden box that directly faced East.
Still, the sun ascended into the heavens like a riling god of fire, searching
beneath itself for all that it might consume and whither away.
By midday, Lazarus suffered agonies best
found betwixt vacillating throes of thorough nausea and appalling
self-awareness. Repeatedly, the recollected cries of the fisherman
rang in his ears, saying, “
LAZARUS, FOR
THE SAKE OF GOD; OPEN THE DOOR!” He drifted in and out of consciousness,
his mind divided, his body stricken. Like a swinging pendulum of torture, the horrendous
event persisted – in and out, in and out. Like clockwork, with his every mental
spiral into oblivion, his body re-woke him to even greater pains. And in those
most tortuous moments of consciousness, when the pain might have swelled even
to mock the frailty of his own mortality, Lazarus could only clutch his
father’s prayer cross with tremulous hands and plea for another unconscious
spell. Yet, no mercy fell over him – nothing fell, save the continued burn of
an unforgiving sun.
Lazarus felt himself
near to death before the sun commenced its westerly descent. Long shadows of
the cathedral ruins finally crept over the bin. The blistering air of the box eased
as dusk painted the clouds with reddish hues; and Lazarus emerged from his dizzying
dreams only when the deepest twilight settled across the sky. The cool glow of
a million stars and a sliver of moon soothed the land. Lazarus lay panting atop
drenched burlap sacks. His head reeled with a ringing noise, which now seemed
interwoven with indistinct voices. At length, the ringing in his ears subsided
even as the voices persisted and, when Delirium and Reality had finally
separated themselves in his mind, he discerned the voices as belonging to that
of an outwardly heated conversation. He rolled to his side, raised his hand,
slid his fingers betwixt the bin lid and frame; and with the lid ajar, a wave
of cool air spilled over him. He lay still with a perked ear to hear more of
the ongoing exchange. The voices seemed to reach him from afar, perhaps
originating from down the broad hill and deep within the cemetery. And there was something queer about the discourse – however
unclear or disconnected – which worried him deeply.
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He listened intently
whilst a manly voice pled aloud; “Hear me! A moment more, I
beg of you!” A lingering pause followed.
“A moment more, you shall
have. Make haste, your parting.” The unnatural reply trailed off as echoing
calls of many men at once.
Lazarus tensed; his
breath quickened. Had the haunting reply not been so tonally deep and braided
with masculine voices, the utterance could have come from Lucifael, herself. But the words were not hers; only
like hers. Lazarus lifted the lid even higher and peered into the
moonlit graveyard.
“
Alone, if I may?” The pleading voice implored.
To which the angelic
voice answered, “Do not tarry overlong.”
Flickers of light
illuminated rustling leaves and weeds. In a dying gust of wind, a new darkness
and silence settled over the cemetery.
Lazarus’ pupils
swelled. He searched the grounds before slipping out of the storage bin. He
looked to the heavens, which called for flight; however, he stood grounded by the
overwhelming inquisitiveness that plagued him: that unnatural but unfamiliar
voice, which was akin to the tune, but unlike the tone of his mother. In that
same moment, Lazarus also recalled his father’s words, warning him to stay away
from the dangerous Benion Tunnel; yet still, he also acknowledged
that, had he not ventured down that forbidden tunnel, he would not have learned
of the angelic writing or the Naramsin Scrolls. And thus,
he would not have gained that precious knowledge of himself, his origins, or
his Eljo familiars. Indeed, he could not easily turn
away from the cemetery and its unfamiliar
voice-of-many,
when even more of the same uncommon knowledge might lay only footsteps away.
Under cloak of
darkness, he stole his way down the hillside, reserving his presence to only the
darkest shadows. No brittle twigs or loose rocks, did he trample, as he passed
silently through unkempt graves. He weaved an irregular but stealthy path
toward the heart of the burial grounds, and to a shady grove of ancient oaks
where he saw an ethereal, greenish glow that showed itself brightly amongst the
underbrush. As he neared the trees from behind a shallow rise, he distinctly heard
the unbroken murmur of the same manly voice that once pleaded to the other
voice-of-many-men. Like a ghost, Lazarus ascended the backside of the
embankment, ears erect and tuned into the solemn voice that whispered; “Should
the whole of the earth pass away, I shall remain with you, my love. Alas, the
good angel now knows when and where to find me; and I can no longer show
myself, routinely as before. He has grown wise to our anniversaries. Even so, I
give you my word, entirely and eternally, that I shall persist and prevail. As
my heart is faithful, I shall revisit you all the more,
yet with fresh discretion and, routine unbeknownst. You are my godsend, my
love, and the only
heaven I care to
know.”
Lazarus parted the
weeds and crouched as he neared a crumbled burial marker. He peered past the
stones and a greenish glow bathed his face, narrowing his pupils to pinholes as
he stared at an outwardly unusual spectacle. Before him, a ghostly image of a
man knelt at the foot of a marked grave with its back to him. Lazarus leaned
into the gravestone shadows as the specter rose to its feet, turned, and
scanned the grounds. Then Lazarus saw all of it. The apparition donned a
physician’s beret that crowned a cascade of shoulder-length hair. A trim and
angular beard traced the specter’s jaw line; and it wore a full cape that
draped over noble attire. The end-seam of its shoulder-robe gathered loosely
like a curtain against the tops of its high-laced boots. And
every facet of the ghost’s visage was as gleaming and translucent as the rest
of it.
Lazarus stepped into
the clearing and called to the apparition, “Greetings, sir.”
The spirit partly
turned about and briefly froze, with a down-turned gaze, as if contemplating an
unexpected introduction. Then it turned and faced Lazarus. The translucent man
touched his breast, asking, “Do you address
me?”
“I do,” Lazarus
replied with an inviting smile and a curt bow.
“You can
see me? And
hear me?” the specter inquired, incredulously.
Lazarus nodded. “I can.”
He paced forth and stopped.
“I’ve never seen such
as you. What
manner of devil are
you?”
Lazarus’ smile
faltered. “I am not a devil – I’m a flying man. I am Lazarus Gogu.”
The ghost groped its
beard and studied Lazarus. “You claim as much.” Then it shook its head in
apparent disbelief, adding, “However, I sense nothing about you – nothing at
all.”
Lazarus completely lost
his smile. He drew a quick breath and rebuked the ghost. “And since I can see
the gravestone behind you, clearly through your self; there appears to be little
of
you as well.”
The visage of the man
pursed its lips and admitted the claim with only a solemn nod.
“You are a spirit; a
soul of sorts?” Lazarus asked, attempting to derail the discord.
The apparition presented
itself with open arms, stating matter-of-factly, “As you’ve since gathered, I
am.” Just as quickly, the ghost dropped its arms and coldly informed him; “And
if you are in league with Hell, perhaps you might inform your principle elders
and minions in chief that
this soul
is already claimed, and presently in the waiting company of Heaven’s escort.”
Lazarus staunchly defended
himself. “I am neither in league with Hell, nor do I endeavor to conspire
against the Lord God, Almighty.”
The ghost scrutinized
him with a narrow gaze before asking, “Then perhaps you are in league with
Heaven?” The spirit nodded in self-agreement. “If so, then you should already know
that I asked for a moment
alone, for
to pay my last respects. Yet, here you are. Why must you espy me in secret, lest
you believe me to flee?” The apparition cocked its head as a sudden expression
of perplexity fell over its face. “And what sort of godly servant
are you – the likes, of which I have
never before known – who presents itself in the form of a demon and addresses a
wayward spirit with kindly respect, yet is neither
devil, nor
angel?”
“I’m merely
Lazarus, and I do not espy you,” the Eljo stated. “Forgive my intrusion, if you may. I was only resting,
just there,” Lazarus offered, pointing up the hill and toward the cathedral
ruins as he continued his confession, “when I gathered
the voice of – the voice of many men, speaking as one. Then I saw a glow
amongst the gravestones and followed your voice. I meant no ill will by it.”
A new expression of
doubt laced the ghost’s face. “
Resting,
were you? In a burial ground? Amongst
the dead?” The specter crossed its arms, nodded, and inquired further. “And
why did you come to rest in
this
particular cemetery?”
“I merely found it in passing. I was weary. I travel to Italy.”
Outwardly
unconvinced, the apparition responded, “And I am called upon to travel to
Heaven. I would not be so terribly surprised that my untrusting escort is
watching over me – and
you – this
very moment, in the event that I attempt to flee or become Hell’s captive. What
say you to that?” The ghost turned its back to him and faced the grave, all the
while peering over its shoulder as though, expecting a reply.
But Lazarus turned away and made to leave,
departing with last words; “I would bid you Godspeed; however, in light of such
a divine blessing bestowed upon you, with your call to Heaven, I cannot offer
you a greater blessing. I am pleased to have known you, if only briefly.
Forgive me and good eve, sir.”
Lazarus stepped into
the darkness and strode toward the embankment when the ghost bellowed, “
A blessing bestowed?”
He stopped, turned,
and questioned the spirit; “Are you not pleased to be on your way?”
“Indeed
not!” the ghost exclaimed. It huffed and
grumbled, “‘Tis a dreadful thing.”
Lazarus retreated
from the weeds and sidestepped a grave. He returned, now confounded, and questioned
the specter. “How can Heaven be a dreadful thing?”
The ghost glanced at
the grave before approaching Lazarus with a face apparently wracked with
emotion. It halted before Lazarus and searched his eyes. “Because I was
afforded Heaven and my dear Sophia was not.” The ghost shook its head. “For two
hundred years I have battled the wills and skills of angels to remain – to roam
the world as a lost soul, so that the last memories of my
wife stay alive...in
me.”
The hollow man looked away and stared through the trees, toward the cathedral
ruins where he knew the angel-in-waiting to be.
Lazarus followed the
ghost’s gaze. Then he offered, “I am sorry to hear of it.” They stood in
silence and peered at the temple remains.
The ghost looked back
at him and sighed. “‘Tis I, who
must beg your pardon. I wrongly suspected you for being a bearer of ill
will; and I’ve no place to burden you with my woes.” The spirit drew a quick
breath, nodded, and put on a polite smile. He presented an inviting hand toward
the gravestone, saying, “May I present my lady, Sophia, and me – we rest here.”
The ghost looked
squarely at Lazarus before snapping a bow of curt introduction. “I am the late
Lord Gregorie Medicci,
formerly of Florence.
‘Tis a
pleasure to meet you, Lazarus Gogu.”
Lazarus smiled and
returned the bow. “Your Grace, the honor is certainly mine.”
“So what takes you to
Italy,
young sir?” The ghost of Medicci fluffed his cape and
leaned around to inspect Lazarus’ tucked wings.
Lazarus guardedly
answered, “I must find a man and accompany him back to France.”
“If
I may inquire, for what purpose?”
Lazarus looked away.
“I mustn’t speak of it; forgive me.”
Medicci folded his arms. His elbows widened the
cape that draped over him. He leaned forward, smirked, and quietly asked, “Is
any secret so grave that it dare not be whispered even to the dead?”
Lazarus searched him,
shrugged, and shook his head. “Perhaps not.” He divulged
his mission. “A gatestone has been opened. I seek a friar in Italy who can close it.”
Medicci retracted his chin, apparently perplexed
as he inquired, “Gatestone?”
Lazarus fumbled with
a suitable explanation. “‘Tis a
seal of sorts – a gateway to – well, to Hell.”
Medicci widened his eyes. He quickly scanned the
burial grounds, perhaps looking for the good angel-in-waiting before leaning
closer to Lazarus and whispering fiercely, “Say again – a
gate?”
Lazarus nodded. His
eyes also skirted the grounds, as if searching to discover any sign of his
mother. Then he began to elaborate in a whisper, “‘Tis
a doorway to Hell that now stands open. I gave my word that I shall find the
friar –
Medicci leapt forth and grabbed Lazarus’
shoulders. “
What manner of gate? Tell of
it!” Lazarus leaned away, yet the ghost’s icy grip remained firmly upon
him. “
Can spirits traverse it?”
Lazarus eyed the
ghost’s balled fist on his shirt. Beneath it, a deadening chill crept through
his arm, as though his flesh and blood cooled quickly to the bone. He admitted,
“Spirits have escaped from it. I suppose that they might also pass through it.”
An sudden air of desperation clouded Medicci’s demeanor. He stole another glimpse over his
shoulder and tightened his grip. “You
must
take me to this gatestone!”
“I must find the
friar, who is elsewhere,” Lazarus firmly replied, staring at the ghost’s rather
abrasive embrace.” “I am not en route to the gatestone.”
“Then, so you must – firstly,
you find your friar in Italy!
After which, you shall escort me to the gatestone, yes?”
Lazarus clenched his
jaw. He peered at the ruins that overlooked the broad hill. “And
what of the waiting angel?”
The ghost shook him.
“There is no time! We must flee at
once!”
Lazarus hardened his
brow and yanked himself free of the specter’s utterly cold grip.
Medicci quickly surrendered his hands. “Forgive
me, Lazarus; my passion overtakes me.” He stepped back, bowed, and kindly asked,
“Might I accompany you on your quest? I shall want for nothing more, and burden
you with even less.”
Lazarus rubbed his
arm, warming it. He nodded. “If you wish.”
Medicci curtly smiled and implored him, “Then I
beg of you, that we take our leave – in haste.”
Lazarus sighed,
admitting, “Your Grace, I am not certain that I can even make the journey to Italy
and back again.” He gestured toward the temple ruins. “However, an angel awaits
you – your Heaven is
here, even as we
speak.”
Medicci shook his head. “‘Tis
furthest from the truth – Heaven lies behind a
gatestone.” The specter thrust an open hand to the night sky. “Now,
shall we be on our way? Yes?”
Together, Lazarus and
Medicci abandoned the oak grove and tore into the
heavens, leaving in their wake, a pair of ancient graves and an unsuspecting
angel.
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For the remainder of
the eve, Lazarus and Medicci stayed a determined
course over Southeastern France, flying over
the rolling hills of
Massif des Maures. They made steady headway toward the twin
coastal towns of Saint Raphael and Saint Tropez that Lazarus recalled from the
abbey maps. While they exchanged few words, they never failed to cast wary eyes
over their shoulders for signs of a pursuing angel or flying swine devil. Unalike
as they were, in shape and form, their guarded behavior might have suggested a
common thread betwixt them – they shared the same primal concerns as hunted
prey.
‘Twas
early morn when Lazarus finally reached the ocean. With ample time to spare, he
turned south and followed the coastline, in search of the village of Saint Maxime, where he might regain
his bearings with respect to the many maps in his mind. He combed the coastline
until he could search no more; and he knew that he would not find the village
before sunrise.
He dived and collapsed
onto a stretch of beach that circled a secluded inland cove. He lay faced down
in the sand and panted, wings splayed like a wounded bird. Medicci
lit down beside him. “What is the matter? You are weary?”
“I cannot go on; I
must eat.” Lazarus groaned, laying still.
“Ah,
that one!” Medicci exclaimed with a seemed expression
of successful recollection as he shook an upward pointing finger. He clasped
his hands together and paced around Lazarus, leaving no footprint in the sand. “Two
hundred years, since deceased, I had all but forgotten the pangs of hunger.” He
knelt beside Lazarus. “Indeed, you must eat.”
Lazarus rolled
himself into a seated position. He brushed the sand from his face and looked up
to find Medicci inspecting a stony ridge on the
perimeter of the beach cove. The translucent man searched the top of the ridge,
seeming to stare past the thickets. Lazarus watched his wide and fixed gaze,
which appeared to probe the furthest distances and perhaps peer straight into
eternity. Without batting an eye, the ghost murmured, “Wait here, young sir, and
I shall remedy your hunger.” And before Lazarus could part
his lips to speak, the ethereal form of Medicci’s
visage had vanished.
Medicci left Lazarus far behind him; and he blazed
away from the cove with such swiftness, as to make even Time itself, appear to
disappear. Instantly, he lit upon a grassy ridge, where he carefully parted
weeds and set a hunter’s gaze upon a rabbit that sat motionless in a clearing.
The hare intently eyed the heavens as if, frozen beneath a perceived bird-of-prey.
Suddenly startled, it dashed toward the apparent safety of the thickets when Medicci snared the hare and snapped its neck. In a flash of
green, the ghost scoured the ridge, gathered a bundle of brambles, and returned
from whence it came.
Lazarus stood on the sand
of the sea and stared at the spot where he last saw Medicci.
Yet, only the ocean waves showed themselves. He turned about and scanned the
ridge of the cove before calling aloud through a cupped hand, “Your Grace?” He
perked his ears and listened for sounds in the distant thickets, hearing only
the noises of perhaps clicking beetles and restless roosting birds. “Lord Medicci?” An unnatural and ephemeral crackling sound drew
his attention behind him. He turned, gasped, leapt backward, and fell onto the
sand. Before him, Medicci stood with an armful of
kindling, a limp rabbit, and a broad smile.
Medicci approached Lazarus and matter-of-factly
addressed him, “If my recollection still serves me, this one should be quite
adequate for a hungry and hefty man as you.” He lifted the hare and shook it
loosely as if to determine the true weight of it, adding, “A fine meal, yes?”
Lazarus collected his
wits and stood. “You were there – and then, not – and then, again appeared.” He
brushed the sand from himself while asking, “How did you undo and remake
yourself as you did?”
Medicci lowered the rabbit and chuckled, answering
prophetically, “The Dead are not as incapable as the Living might suspect.” The
ghost tossed the kindling and rabbit onto the beach and kindly motioned for
Lazarus to step back. Lazarus obeyed and looked on as the apparition appeared
to cast itself into a blur of unnaturally rapid motion – and in just a blink of
the Eljo’s eye, the ghost had successfully spun the
kindling into a crackling fire, skinned the rabbit, cleaned it, and presented
Lazarus with a skewered hare. “Well go on, then,” he insisted, shaking the
bowed limb of spitted meat. “You don’t expect me to roast it for you as well,
do you?”
Lazarus advanced,
keeping a steady eye on Medicci as he took the skewer
from him. Medicci nonchalantly smiled and sat down on the beach. He looked up
at Lazarus, who stood still, and gestured toward the fire, wittily whispering,
“You must hold it over the fire now, Lazarus. The fire prepares it.”
Lazarus caught
himself staring at Medicci. He grumbled and took his
seat beside the fire, saying in defense of his abilities, “I am aware of how to
prepare it.” He swung the rabbit over the fire and looked at Medicci to find him smirking. Then he inquired of the
ghost, “How do you move so quickly? How can you make such things happen?”
Medicci raised his brow as a dare-devilish
expression came over him. He looked intently at Lazarus before suggesting,
“Perhaps Death is but a different shade of Life – with
timelessness being one of its many features.” Medicci
allowed him a moment to consider his words before softening the mood with a
welcoming grin.
Lazarus drew a breath
and dropped his gaze to the roasting rabbit. “If you would, tell me the magic
of it. How did you make the hare?”
The ghost leaned
forward and pretended to look about for prying eyes before pointing to the physician’s
beret atop his head and whispering to Lazarus, “I did not actually
make it. The magic of it is – that I
hide hares beneath my hat.”
Lazarus inspected his
cap. “But I can see clearly through your hat; and there were no hares.”
Medicci snorted, laughing and admitting, “I do
jest – there were none. I hide only the hairs of my head beneath it.” He
half-collected himself and explained the truth to Lazarus. “‘Twas no magic in it.” He shrugged, presented opened
hands, and casually remarked, “I merely presented you with a hare that was not
readily apparent to you.” He shook his head. “‘Twas
certainly no act of sorcery; I didn’t actually
make it.”
Lazarus narrowed his
eyes and rebuked him; “But I saw you holding nothing; and then you held a hare.
Did you not succumb to some means of bedevilment or witchery in order to summon
or conjure the hare from out of nothing?”
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“No, young sir,” Medicci replied, leaning back on one arm and resting the
other atop a newly propped knee. “Let me share with you, what I’ve gathered of
magic and miracles.” He paused briefly and stared at the sand as though to
reflect upon past memories. He drew a breath and continued, his voice imparting
a more grave tone, “In my earthly days, I have witnessed many accusations of magic
and sorcery, and even more claims of blessings and miracles. And
as a former practitioner in the arts of alchemy and mortal physiognomy, I have
had both the obligation and the opportunity to dispel such accusations and
claims through discovery, keen observation, and recorded truth. My life was my
work – I lived by it. With that said, I held true to my faith and convictions,
and always knew that there existed, a reasonable explanation for an otherwise
inexplicable event. In my years as a physician, I cared for many patients –
some of whom suffered minor ailments and unexpectedly died, and others, who
were mortally ill and still survived. And to all of my patients, I extended the
same meticulous and indiscriminate care, no matter their condition.” Medicci looked
squarely at Lazarus and smiled before asking, “Now why might you suppose that
the survivors of those patients who had unexpectedly
died, accused me of gross neglect or murder, whilst others who
learned that my patient had unexpectedly
lived,
either accused me of sorcery, or altogether dismissed my care and claimed the cure
to be by way of divine intervention?”
Lazarus shrugged. “I
was not with you when you cared for these people. Perhaps the others, of which
you speak, were not with you as well. Or perhaps they did not fully know what
to expect from you.” He nodded and narrowed his eyes. “Yet, I
did see you make the hare appear from
out of nothing, and I do not believe it to have happened by either common
or divine intervention. I know that, one
does not readily pull a hare from out of the air; and God Almighty does not
intervene merely for feats of trickery. I gather that only sorcery remains,
which you claimed not to have used. Lest you lie, could there be another cause?”
“Indeed, there
is,” Medicci replied, smiling. “And you have answered my
question – those whom I mentioned did not fully know what to expect.” Medicci shrugged. “In truth, we are never truly prepared to
experience the extraordinary; we can only brace ourselves to expect the
unexpected. And if, by chance it should occur, then we might easily explain it
away in order to make it seem more ordinary – especially through claims of divinity
or witchery; magic, or even
sorcery.”
He briefly searched Lazarus’ expressionless face. “Nevertheless, all of these
claims seem to serve the same means: to dismiss a more complex explanation of exceptional
combinations of, otherwise extraordinarily common, yet rarely interconnected
events.”
Lazarus stolidly
remarked, “I do not understand, Your Grace.” He rocked forward and rolled the
rabbit over the fire. “However, without my sounding overly simple or
disconnected, might I inquire as to how you made the hair appear?”
Medicci stated, “To you, it might have merely appeared;
yet, in truth, I fetched it from afar.”
“Fetched it? From
afar?”
Lazarus cast an eye of doubt. “Yet, you vanished and showed yourself without
delay. You had no ample moment to fetch anything.”
“Or did I?” Medicci chuckled. “What are moments to the Dead; young sir?”
Lazarus asked flatly,
“If I may ask, Your Grace, why do you answer me with questions, lest to conceal
your answers?”
“Perhaps I guard
them, for now.” The ghost shrugged. “Such a moment might seem extraordinary to
the both of us, and certainly uncommon enough to call for guarded exchange – what,
with a dead man and a flying man wondering of the other?” He drew a breath and
nodded. “In many ways mysterious, our crossing has created quite an uncommon and
unexpected combination of traveling companions. What say you, young sir?”
A moment elapsed as
ocean waves marked its passage by lapping the shoreline. Then Lazarus asked,
“Your Grace, you say that you died two centuries prior, yes?”
“I did. And you may simply call me,
‘d’Medicci’ – or better still,
‘Medicci’, young
sir, since I am no more a
lord than
the hare that you now hold.
“And you needn’t
address me with title, as I am no longer a squire. I am only,
Lazarus.”
“You were a squire?”
Lazarus ignored the
question and probed Medicci. “If you are truly a
spirit, as you say, then why have I not seen more like yourself?”
“Oh, there are many.
Yet I do not intermingle with them, lest the angels come for them and discover
me in hiding as well. I have always moved, in my own way, secretly.” New
suspicion also brewed within Medicci, and he probed
Lazarus. “I do find it rather queer that you are still in the flesh and can see
me, yet you claim to have never laid eyes upon another spirit like myself. Why
might that be?”
Lazarus admitted, “I
have seen spirits, yet they shown more brightly than do you. They were
devil spirits that came out of the
opened gatestone and gathered atop the cathedral.” Lazarus looked squarely at Medicci and probed further. “Might you be another untold
form of them, that casts a more modest and manly appearance?”
The specter rose to
its feet with face drawn even as the expressionless Eljo
stood. They faced off over the firelight. In visual confrontation, they
searched one another’s eyes for further signs of truth or deception. In that
moment, only the ocean groaned, the wind moaned, and glowing embers disbursed
like fireflies. And if their innumerable thoughts could have flared and rumbled,
their minds might have concocted a storm to rival the greatest tempest – a gale
of such wholeness as to drown every earthly sight and sound around them. Even
so, Lazarus could not easily probe Medicci, since the
ghost was nearly without form. And Medicci
could not readily sense Lazarus, since the Eljo was thoroughly
unnatural. Both were keenly aware of the seemed space of confusion that lingered
betwixt them. In their own way, without a doubt, they discerned its existence as
undeniably real. ‘Twas like a virtually imperceptible
cloud of undulating chaos, where only the highest intellectual states of
insatiable inquisitiveness and infinite suspicion might well reside. In the
deepest sense, each seemed to remain invisible to the other.
Medicci finally spoke. “I am not a devil spirit.
Devils are not afforded Heaven, as was I.” He crossed his arms and narrowed his
eyes. “Nevertheless, I too, wonder of you. You claim that you are not a devil
but merely a flying man; and yet you happen to know the very location of a
gateway to Hell.” Medicci stroked his beard before shaking a finger and sharing
his own bone of contention. “For two hundred years I
searched the earth, high and low, for such a gate. In doing so, and in all such
time, I have
never failed to sense
the sudden approach of a nearby man or angel. However, I find myself a bit unsettled
that you were able to approach me so closely, and without my knowing, as I
stood obliviously at my grave.” He raised his brow. “Might you be an untold
form of a devil, with curious appearance and mock manners, in sly attempt to escort
me to Hell?”
“I told you that I am
not a devil. I seek a friar for to close the gatestone,” Lazarus rebuked. “It
is
you who seeks Hell.”
“I do not seek Hell;
I seek my Sophia.”
“Then she is in
Hell?”
“I cannot say,” Medicci retorted. “However, do tell me of your friar; and of
how a mere mortal monk might have such outwardly boundless expertise of Hell as
to be intimately acquainted with the surely intricate workings of its gate.”
“I cannot say,”
Lazarus admitted. “I do not know of his ways or means – only his name and
place.”
“Then why must you
find this friar, if you know so little about him? How can you be certain that
he can even govern this gatestone of yours?”
“The gatestone is not
mine,” Lazarus rebuked. “I was merely asked to fetch the friar. I gave my word
that I shall. I swore an oath to men of God; and I now do their bidding. They
would by no means lie or wish ill will to befall me in this quest. Thus, I have
faith in the friar, and of his abilities. I know enough; I need not know more.”
Medicci looked away. He pursed his lips and nodded
in consideration. “Passable, perhaps; you merely do a good deed, however
extraordinary it might seem.” He drew a breath. “Nevertheless, I do not lie,
and wish you no ill will as well. Have I not fetched you a hare? Do I not give
you good company? Have I not shown you every respect that you might request?”
Medicci’s questions spurred Lazarus to recall his
Mountain Mouth encounter with his mother, and her
plentiful offering of precious stones. He countered Medicci
with canonical words of wisdom, “Evil
intentions oftentimes conceal themselves beneath good deeds. In that, I cannot
truly know your intention; yet, mine is clear to me. I am to find a man of God
who shall bind an evil now unbound.”
Medicci huffed and threw his hands limply in the
air, exclaiming, “But you might only be
saying
this to me! For all I am able to gather, you might be luring me into a snare –
into the very mouth of Hell, itself!” He crossed his arms. “Do answer me, this,
Lazarus; if you claim that I am one of these supposed evil spirits from the
gatestone, then why would I wish to accompany you on your quest? If I truly
came from out of such a gate, then would I not already know of its location?
Why would I venture to Italy
with you, when I would have no need?”
Lazarus countered him
with similar suggestions; “And you might only be
saying this to me. I did not request that you accompany me to Italy.
For all I am able to gather, there may be no Lady Sophia. You might secretly wish
to accompany me, that you might find the friar for yourself, and then slay him
before he closes the gatestone, yes?”
Medicci propped his hands on his hips and stated
coldly, “I am not in league with Evil, Lazarus. And I
was certainly not at the cemetery on your account. What is more, an angel
wished to escort me to Heaven the very moment that you stole yourself upon me.”
Lazarus nodded and
peered over the ocean. “And I was on my way to Italy, Medicci,
before your angel’s voice drew me to you.”
“The angel is not
mine,” Medicci rebuked. He sighed and dropped his
arms, “Very well; perhaps we both speak the truth and yet, suspect wrongful intention
of the other. However, I do know, with absolute conviction, that I mean no ill
will; and even if I might suspect your intentions to be less than genuine, I
still feel compelled to accompany you – and to help you find the friar, if need
be – if I am to find my Sophia, in the end.” The apparition snapped a quick
bow. “I can only trust your intentions to be as true as mine.”
Lazarus considered Medicci’s good words and kind gesture. He returned the bow.
“And I find good faith in your company kept, and your past deeds. After all, I
did find you in the presence of an
angel; and you
did find the hare for
me, as well.” He smiled, adding, “I should be grateful.”
Tensions eased and
they sat beside the fire, feeling more content than only a moment prior. For a
time, they took turns watching the sizzling meat and the beached waves that
thinned themselves into nothing more than overlapping lines of foam.
Lazarus offered, “If
you will, please forgive my distrust, Medicci. ‘Tis only, that I have never, in my life, seen the spirit of
a man.”
“Please forgive my
suspicions as well, Lazarus.” Medicci said in turn. “In
all my life
and death, I have never
encountered the likes of a flying man. What is more, in two hundred years, I
have never been able to converse with the living – until now.”
“Are there many souls,
like yourself, who wander about?” Lazarus asked.
“Well, I can say that
there are as many souls as there are men, women, and children that have ever
been born. I have seen even legions of them wandering dazedly through fresh fields
of battle. At times, they can be many – but only briefly, before the angels
appear to whisk them away. However, I rarely see so many at once. More often, I
might see a spirit or two in passing. Yet, I quickly flee, lest the angels
discover me amongst them.”
“Where do they carry
the spirits?”
Medicci shrugged. “Heaven or hell, I suspect;
somewhere other than here. From what I have gathered, ‘tis
forbidden for spirits to roam the earth.”
“Yet, you do.”
“I do.”
“Then why do they
allow it?”
The specter shook his
head and coyly grinned. “
I allow it.”
He patted his chest and whispered, “If they never snare me, then I shall continue
to roam freely.” He chuckled and retired his hands into his vestment pockets.
“Oh, they know that I am here – somewhere. And I feel strongly that I am not
the only wayward soul that walks the earth.”
Lazarus questioned
him, “But what of the angel in the cemetery, from whom you fled? Did he not
allow you to stay?”
“
Azrael?” Medicci laughed.
“A good tracker, he is. Azrael has caught up with me several
times since. And as always, I tell him that I am ready
to go to heaven, deflect his attention, and then elude him. I suspect that he
does not try very hard to catch me. After all, he is most likely wondering why
I would deny myself heaven and risk going to hell.”
Lazarus nodded,
looking squarely at him. “Indeed; what good soul would?” He rotated the rabbit
and asked, “And what if Azrael promised to take you
to hell, instead? Would you go with him as you now go with me?”
“No, Lazarus;
Azrael only escorts
good souls to heaven. Another angel, who calls himself,
Azazal, drags souls to hell. And I have had the misfortune to happen upon him only once
in these many years. I barely escaped the hideous brute.”
“Why did you not
accompany him to hell?”
“Accompany Azazal?” Medicci laughed
incredulously. “Souls do not accompany him. He snares souls and rapes them
naked, much like the hare that you now hold – he wholly swallows them where
they cannot escape.” The ghost winced. His expression hardened and he leaned
toward Lazarus. “Since I roam the earth, he has every right to claim me. If he captures
me, then I will not have entered hell by my own means. And
I am certain that I would forever remain. That is why I have secretly sought
the entrance to hell – to enter and escape, on my own terms.”
“To
save your Lady Sophia from hell?” Lazarus questioned.
Medicci nodded. “And I shall.”
“How can you be
certain that she is
not in heaven –
or that she
is in hell? Perhaps she does
as you, and only roams the earth.”
“If she walked the
earth, I would have found her in the past two hundred years of my searching for
a gateway to hell,” Medicci claimed, passing a
pointing finger across the ocean horizon. “And Azrael
has all but confessed that she is not in heaven. So, I suspect that she must be
in hell.”
“What did the angel
tell you?”
Medicci sighed and glanced at the beach before
admitting, “Well, ‘twas not, what Azrael
said, that convinced me otherwise. ‘Twas, what he did
not say.”
Lazarus perked his
ears. “Then, what did he not tell you?”
The ghost narrowed
his eyes and shook an accusing finger at Lazarus, whispering articulately, “Every
time that I ask Azrael if my Sophia is in
heaven, he tells me that all things
shall be revealed, when I am in heaven. And every time that I ask him if she is
in
hell, he only says the same.”
“So now you believe
her to be in hell?” Lazarus shook his head, now thoroughly perplexed. “If the
angel answered you the same, regarding her whereabouts, then why do you believe
her only to be in hell, and not heaven?”
Lazarus watched Medicci stand, turn his back to him, and stare across the
ocean. A steady seaward breeze blew, yet the outline of the ghost’s cape hung
motionless. At length, the specter turned its head partly around and stared at
the sand, appearing as though, self-absorbed in contemplation. Finally, the
ghost drew a breath and nodded before turning completely around to face Lazarus.
“I do not suspect my Sophia to be in hell merely by what Azrael
did or did
not tell me, Lazarus. There is much more to tell before you might
agree with me that she is almost certainly in hell.” The apparition circled the
fire, knelt beside Lazarus, and shoved a bramble deeper into the flames.
Lazarus looked into the ghost’s eyes. The greenish orbs appeared distant – outwardly
snared by the firelight; peering into perpetuity.
Medicci recounted his past. “By trade, I was not
only a physician, but an alchemist as well. As such, I was engrossed in the
discovery of exotic preparations and intoxicating prescriptions that might be administered to hinder or even prevent the most
common physiological effects of aging. As my research developed, my tools and methods
become evermore unconventional, and certainly contentious with the observed canons
of Christendom. With that, I had no recourse but to continue my studies in secrecy,
for fear of charges of heresy or sorcery. After all, I was in search of a
unique preparation of oils and blood salts, which might promise immortality.
Indeed, I sought to formulate the very
Elixir
of the Ancients.”
“Does such a thing
exist?” Lazarus asked.
Medicci shrugged. “It matters not – now. Yet, in
life, I believed so.” He sighed and offered Lazarus a solemn smile. “Aside from
me, only one other person remained privy to my quest. She was none other than
my trusted confident and companion,
Sophia.”
Lazarus nodded and politely
dropped his gaze to the roasting rabbit.
The ghost reached
into the heart of the fire, pulled out a glowing coal, and closely inspected it
as he continued, “I was
so close. I
truly believed that I was on the verge of formulating the elixir.” He tossed
the coal back into the flames and continued, “Nevertheless, that belief drove
me to explore many strange and exotic lands, in search of the one ingredient
which would energize the mixture.” The specter looked away and studied the
waves before turning back to Lazarus, his mood outwardly darkened.
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“I promised Sophia that it would be my last venture abroad. The merchant ship, upon which I
booked passage, encountered a heavy storm shortly after departure. The gale
battered us near to sinking and blew us well past our first port of call. Rather
than turn and re-enter the storm, the Captain pressed onward and we completed
the balance of our journey without incident. Alas, the belief that we had
foundered in the storm, took hold, and was then confirmed when pieces of our
ship, ripped from us in the tempest, washed ashore near the port that we had
ignored. And false word, that all lives were lost, made its way back to my
Sophia, as truth.” Although Medicci smiled and shook
his head, Lazarus could see the pain on his face. “She was a passionate girl –
foolish even. She took her own life.”
Both of them turned
their attention to the rabbit and the flames that engulfed it.
“So there you have
it,” Medicci remarked with a shrug. “I believe that
my beloved is in hell; you know of hell’s gate; and I hope to retrieve the only
heaven that I care to know.”
A moment of silence
lingered betwixt them. Flames leaned in the seaward breeze, and Lazarus stared
at the dim ocean horizon.
“Shall it become a
burnt offering?” Medicci asked, nodding toward the
now blackened rabbit.
“Ah!” Lazarus caught
himself and rescued the rabbit, holding it high on a burning stick. The breeze
snuffed the flame and cooled the hare. He turned to Medicci.
“If I may ask, how did
you die?”
The ghost chuckled
and pointed into the fire, his steady hand penetrating the flames. “From this;
the very tool of my trade: the infamous
Prometheus
Gift ~ FIRE. I died in my sleep.”
“You burned to
death?”
“No. ‘Twas the smoke from my canisters of agents and extracts,
ignited by a misplaced oil lamp – fatal fumes from the very ingredients which I
used in my quest for the ever-elusive elixir of Life.” Medicci
chuckled. “So here I am, two hundred years later.” Pausing, he added, “By
chance, perhaps I discovered the elixir after all. Only, I did not know that it
had to
kill me in order to grant immortality.”
Lazarus narrowed his
eyes, contemplating, when he burst into laughter. He quickly caught himself.
“Please forgive me, Medicci.”
“Not to worry,
Lazarus,” Medicci reassured him, rising to his feet,
“Eat your fill and kill your pangs.” The ghost stepped away from the fire as he
called back to Lazarus, “I should gather our whereabouts by name of the nearest
village. I shall be but a moment.”
Lazarus watched the
ghost approach the coastline. In deliberate stride, the specter inspected the
lay of the stars. Then Medicci’s visage leapt into
the air, and vanished.
A famished Lazarus
devoured his meal as Time turned beneath a raven heaven. At length, floating
embers were like trailing fireflies that swarmed from out of the coals of a
dying fire; and Lazarus paced the beach, wearing an ever-tightening circular
path of footprints into the sand as he scanned the skies for signs of a ghost.
Yet his eyes soon fell seaward, toward the eastern horizon, and fixed on a thin
red line that marked the first makings of dawn. He turned about and paced
oppositely around the fire, his hands fidgeting and his eyes fixed eastward.
A voice called from
over his shoulder, asking, “How do you feel?”
Lazarus spun wildly
and fell back onto the sand. He watched the faint image of an approaching
ghost. He glowered and stood as Medicci approached
with a smile.
“Forgive me, Lazarus.
I should be more forthright in my approach.”
Lazarus caught his
breath and grumbled, “Yes, if you would.” He stepped quickly toward the
specter, stealing a brief glimpse of the horizon before stating, “Medicci, we must leave, in haste.”
Medicci stopped before Lazarus and pointed down
the coastline. “I found the village of
Saint Maxime. ‘Tis but a short
distance from here. It appears that you have many abilities – and now,
with an acute sense of direction.” The ghost crossed his arms, adding, “Quite
remarkable, you are. Are you certain that you have never traveled –
“Medicci!”
Lazarus interjected, thrusting a pointing finger toward the faint glow over the
ocean, “It shall kill me, Medicci; I must seek shelter
at once!”
“Shelter? From the ocean?”
“From the sun,”
Lazarus answered, elaborating, “I have an illness of the sun.”
“Ah,” Medicci stated, nodding. “With extraordinary abilities come
extraordinary weaknesses, as always.” He turned and pointed inland from the
beach cove. “There is a forest – plenty of shade, there. Shall it suffice?”
“I seek a darker
place; perhaps, a cave or something of the sort.”
Medicci rubbed his beard in consideration. “I saw
no cave.” He glanced at the eastern sky. “And you shan’t make it to the village
before first light.” He shook his head and shrugged. “For me, it would be easy.
I could hide beneath the ocean or the ground. Yet you live, and must breathe.”
“I must bid you good
eve,” Lazarus stated, turning away.
“Ah! I know of a
suitable place,” Medicci exclaimed. He jabbed a
finger down the southern coastline. “There is a shipwreck on the rocks, and her
hull is sealed. What think you?”
“You speak the
truth?”
“On my word,” Medicci insisted. “I need you unharmed if I am to find my
Sophia. The ship is sealed and should serve you well.”
“Will you show me?”
“Indeed; at once!”
Lazarus scanned the
horizon. “I must fly low and quick, against land and sea.” Lazarus turned to Medicci and raised a hand to the heavens. “I should
follow.”
The two of them stole
into the skies, abandoning a dying fire and an abandoned blackened rabbit’s
head that could have appeared to peer frightfully in the direction of their
departure – completely with its wide, hollow eye.
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