Like warring angels, stars dived behind the western horizon as others rose up and gave chase from opposing directions. Between them, whole constellations drifted across the black heavens; and beneath Orion’s sword, a lone pair of beating wings commanded the night sky. On an ocean of wind, Lazarus soared between heaven and earth, flying high above the French countryside, pressing onward, upward, and deep into the twilight hours. The vast face of the world rolled
steadily beneath him, with its many forests, fields, hills, valleys, streams, and rivers. Nevertheless, as heaven and earth remained in motion, his easterly migration never wavered. Nor did his determination falter – to fetch a friar and fulfill a squire’s promise to a priest.
Yet the skies no longer welcomed his advance as a thin red line of a coming dawn
drew itself plainly across the eastern horizon. Lazarus glided from the heavens
before spotting the landmark that he sought. In the distance, a wide and
winding black ribbon wormed through a valley of treetops ~ clearly ‘twas the
River Loire, as he remembered its likeness and proximate location from the
abbey maps. He tucked himself into the heart of the river valley and strafed
its forest canopy. Over the river and past the woods, he banked sharply and
dropped himself even lower before leveling directly above its churning surface.
And in the deep shadow of the valley, Lazarus followed the black artery toward
the Gulf of Leon.
Within his wings, he sensed a new chill from the cool air that enveloped the river
valley. The dank air was heavily tainted with a swamp-like stench: the mingling
odors of decayed weeds, rotting wood, stagnant pools of muck, fungi, and dead
but remoistened fish confessed of a recent rain. Lazarus hugged the east bank
of the river as he searched for attainable sanctuary from the coming sun.
However, the boggy riverbanks were no more than a pair of eroded shoulders upon
which, overhanging trees competed for space. Many of them stood lifeless and
listing, whilst others showed exposed roots that sprawled like spreading legs,
offering only soggy animal burrows betwixt them. With dawn now upon him, and
seeing no apparent haven, he hastened his pace.
Lazarus blazed around a bend in the river and eyed a tributary on its west bank. The
narrow vein branched away from the River Loire, dressed in darkness and nearly
obscured behind a curtain-like canopy of tangled thickets. He banked hard,
crossed the river, tore through the undergrowth, and wound his way up the muddy
vein, dodging twisted limbs and fallen trunks. Beneath him, the creek’s
stagnant backwater was a black mirror and a reminder – a timekeeper, even. In
its face, he saw the cast silhouette of the treetops, their arms spreading
darkly against the growing red glow of heaven’s reflection. He was loosing
time; he knew the sun to be unforgiving; and with grim determination and stony
resolve, Lazarus pressed evermore deep into the Stygian wasteland.
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The tight body of water wound through the wilderness like a gnarled tree limb, its
shores deformed and confused with more adjoining and veering creeks, weed-lined
inlets, and moss-clogged cavities. Even deeper, the banks gave way to lowlands,
with grounds so thoroughly drowned in all directions as to leave no visible
trace of a waterway – it appeared as though the forest grew from out of a sheet
of black glass. Indeed, Lazarus found himself gravely troubled about the deadly
light of dawn and its equally effective, watery reflection. Completely, he was
pinned betwixt light and dark, flying in a limb-congested forest, and hovering
over waters of indefinite depth. However, he followed the winding path where
the trees did not grow, hoping to hold himself to the true course of the creek.
Onward, he pressed through the flooded backwoods, stands of trees rushing past his
either side like contorted and tremulous black walls. At length, the sky and
waters burned with a crimson shade, altogether appearing as opposing oceans of
blood. The chill had long left his wings and his face now burned as if, exposed
to a hot wind. Lazarus squinted his eyes, searched the distance, and spotted
that for which he had hoped ~ the creek began to redefine itself, lifting its
muddy shoulders out of the water. Still further, it rose from its once watery
grave, heaving itself upright, and with greater degrees of definition, showing
its body to be wider, straighter, and more determined. As the flooded lowlands
receded, the former muddy vein reshaped itself into a ravine – into a stream –
and then a river that drove the wood line back. The dark stand of swamp trees
retreated behind rows of tall and drooping river-grass and, interspersed within
the grasses, erect stalks rose even higher, their skyward tips offering swollen
grey plumes to the heavens. Onward, he flew, holding a straight and narrow
course over the heart of the waterway.
Abruptly, it appeared on the north bank of the river as if to be a godsend that leapt
into view. Lazarus passed it, yet circled wide over the water before planting
himself within the weeds of a sodden embankment. He folded a pair of weary
wings, leaned back on his heels, closed his eyes to the burning sky, and gasped
for even deeper breaths. Then he bowed over and propped his hands on his knees,
heaving heavily as beads of sweat steadily dripped from the tip of his nose. He
turned his attention to the river’s edge and found a tattered fish net
partially afloat, the rest of it submerged in the mire of the muddy bank.
Within the water and trapped beneath the net, Lazarus spotted the apparent head
of a small girl. Her mouth agape, she stared blankly at him with a pair of
sleepy eyes. And like a thousand tiny worms waving in unison, her spreading
hair moved in the wake of lapping waves, altogether flowing as a surreal
depiction of animation from an otherwise motionless body part. Yet it merely
toyed with him – ‘twas the sunken head of a broken doll.
Nearby, and against the brush-covered bank, he noticed the remnants of a decrepit boat, its waterlogged and separated belly-planks lying flat against the shoreline and
partially concealed beneath mud and weeds. Lazarus stood and stepped closer to
find a trail of puddles, which seemed to match the impressions of a heavy man’s
boots. His eyes followed them through a path of flattened weeds and toward a
plank door, which stood against the corner face of a solid stone building.
Fresh footprints notwithstanding, the area appeared abandoned. The structure
was overrun with lively vines and eager saplings; and in its picturesque
presentation, the building could have appeared as the victim of a hungry
forest, with it being slowly and wholly swallowed. Yet its face was not
completely devoured. Along the upper edges of its outer walls, two rows of
rotten timbers jutted from its cracked but otherwise stable shell. Below the
parallel rows of protruding timbers, rectangular discolorations suggested the
former existence of windows, since sealed with newer stones. Despite its
unkempt condition, for Lazarus, the building seemed as a blessed sanctuary from
daylight. He glanced at the red sky, looked at the footprints, and considered
how he might best explain, why a Christian flying man must hide himself from God’s
good light of day.
“
Hallow, in there?” Lazarus called out, parting the weeds in cautious approach. He rapped on the door. “Might I have a word with you?” He perked his ears and
listened for sounds, within. “Might you be here?” He heard nothing, save the
steady buzzing of crickets in the surrounding thickets, and the distant splash
of perhaps a startled turtle. Lazarus pressed a hand against the door, shoving
it partly open before asking, aloud, “Anyone?” A flying beetle escaped from
within. He slipped himself passed the door, stepping into a thoroughly black
interior. “
Hallow, in here?”
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Immediately, Lazarus stumbled out of the doorway, his hand over his mouth and choking from
perhaps the most ghastly and sickening stench in all of Creation. He quickly retreated
through the weeds as he gagged near to vomiting. Then he turned about, still
coughing as he re-inspected the door. Boiling from out of the open mouth of the
building, a flurry of flies came out to join him. Altogether, they circled his
head as a surreal and ethereal form of a humming halo. Lazarus slapped at them.
He looked east, peering through a thin hollow of cypress trees to discover the
first rays of light falling level with the upper regions of the forest canopy.
Upstream, he saw no other refuge – only muddy shores and overhanging thickets.
The steady burn against his skin was all too much, a reminder of daybreak. He
turned toward the taunting and agape door of the building, which seemed to
exhale a steady, rancid breath, perhaps comparable to the odiferous wheezes of
a dying dog. He crumpled his brow, threw his shoulders back, drew a deep
breath, and re-entered the building. Lazarus closed the door as odor and
darkness consumed him.
With his hand over his nose and his back to the closed door, he stood motionless, allowing a moment for his pupils to peel away the layers of blackness and discern the
interior facets of the enclosure – a stone floor; something of a table; a
further table; another door.
His eyes wept from the stench, which might have draped his surroundings even more
thickly than the blackness, the odor outwardly scalding his eyes like an
exhaust from Hell’s chimney. The unbroken noises of crackles and hums filled
the building. He wiped his eyes and refocused his sight on the frowning floor
and walls, their surfaces appearing to churn in the dark. ‘Twas not his watery
eyes, which gave them their seemed rippling motion; for their faces truly moved
– awash with roiling flies and waves of roaches, which all but engulfed them.
In the apparent boiling darkness, still more of the building’s bodily features
took shape. Overhead, Lazarus spotted rows of bowed, timber rafters.
Altogether, they could have resembled a sprawling and hollow ribcage, suspended
beneath an even higher ceiling. A multitude of ropes and chains dangled
ubiquitously from them, their ends adorned with a miscellany of metal hooks and
barbs. Upon many of them, dead fish hung – curled, flat, and dry. And over all
of them, perhaps a million flies played on imploded eyes.
Lazarus stepped toward the center of the fish house, parting low-hanging chains that
rattled in his wake. He stopped beside a rectangular wooden table that centered
the enclosure as an island unto itself. The entire surface of the rude fixture
was marred with deep linear impressions and crisscrossed groves, as if,
subjected to the repeated blows and swipes of cutting blades. He passed a
finger over its stained and pitted surface before re-examining the walls of the
building. Upon them, he noticed a row of torch brackets, similar to those that
he recalled in the abbey catacombs. He turned back to the entryway and saw a
tall pail beside it and against the wall. It held an array of inverted, wooden
torches. Beside the tall pail was a smaller, covered pail – presumably, an oil
alembic for fueling the torches.
He turned and peered into the blackest regions of the building, looking passed the
curled fish carcasses and toward the rear wall. A long workbench covered its
entire length. The topside of the fixture lay littered with skinning tools,
crusty fish heads, and salt clumps. Beneath the table and atop the floor, he
saw piles of neatly folded clothing – mostly robes and dresses, covered with
rat droppings. The topmost garments appeared recently folded; however, further
down and nearest the floor, the garments revealed signs of severe decay. Beside
the cloth stacks, an array of neatly placed shoes lined the underside of the
workbench. Some were new; others were old, and still others were tattered,
appearing as though gnawing rodents had eaten holes in them. Even so, they lay
in strict arrangement, together with the rest of the shoes and clothes.
Surreal, it might have seemed – eerie, even. Yet perhaps, what Lazarus found most
otherworldly about the underside of the table was that he saw betwixt its legs,
extreme degrees of order and decay that shared the very same space.
Lazarus slapped flies from his face, gagged with a dry heave, and dismissed the
workbench. Yet, he could not as easily shelve the rancid air about him, as its
odor was of a skin-clinging, breath-stifling sort, which could easily tease any
man’s throat near to turning itself inside out. He searched the rest of the
enclosure, convinced that the horrid stench did not emanate from dried fish,
but from perhaps a moist and more appalling source. His eyes followed a stream
of flies to the south wall, and toward a tall ragged door with a fat metal
latch. He perked his ears and listened to a steady hum that droned from behind
it. Then, he dropped his gaze to its threshold crack to find many insects
coming and going, like bees of a busy hive. Lazarus cocked his head and
considered that the source, which ruined the air, spoiled it from behind the
scarred door.
Curiosity pricked him, even as the memory of the commanding voice of Ivan echoed in his mind, warning him of the forbidden Benion Tunnel, saying, ‘
Never, this one,
Lazarus. You are free to roam all of the catacombs, save this one – never, this
one.’ Nevertheless, perhaps the naked truth of Curiosity lay in its ability
to invoke temptation enough to fuel desires as wild as were those in any
beastly heart. Moreover, what beast was capable of following the cold
discipline of
willful ignorance, even to ignore the throes of its
burning curiosity? Lazarus stepped through clinking chains and toward the tall
door as a parting sea of gnats and paper-like fish closed behind him. He
unlatched the door and flung it wide.
Thump! Clunk-clunk-clunk! Lazarus leapt aside and hissed at a head that tumbled out and rolled over the flagstones. Abruptly behind it, a cloud of insects roared from out of the open doorway, ascending into the rafters like a million little exoskeletal angels, released. The woman’s head rocked still and stared up at Lazarus with milky eyes, its neck spilling larvae into a creamy heap. Lazarus spun away and closed his eyes, as if doing so might help to free his senses and stop the gruesome event from moving into his memory. Yet, like every past event that he could so vividly recall – it was too late, as his picture-perfect recollection was both, gift
and curse, even to demand that he dwell upon the finest details of even the
worst events in his life’s experiences – like even now, with its creamy heap.
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Lazarus coughed, choking on a gnat. He turned to the tall door and edged himself
closer. Through the open doorway, he discovered a very wide but shallow
adjacent room, which appeared to span the full length of the south wall. Aware
that he was in a fish house, Lazarus gathered the likely reason for the room,
itself serving as a separate and more sanitary enclosure for the storage of
salted and cured fish. However, behind a closed door, the narrow room seemed to
serve an opposite purpose, keeping its contents from corrupting the entire
building. With its door now open, Lazarus found the floor of the room stacked
with nude and decapitated corpses. Perhaps fifty or more, all were the bodies
of women, of differing sizes. And all of them were in a precise formation, as
they lay, with their arms to their sides, and their neck holes aimed north,
toward the door. Altogether, the remains might have resembled a meticulously
stacked cord of wood – or a stack of folded clothes, or even a precise line of
shoes. And like the clothes, the corpses exhibited graduating degrees of
degradation as; evermore toward the floor, distinct bodily features blended
into a dark stew of advanced decomposition. The bottom row was a seamless layer
that might have resembled boiling pitch, as it churned with insects. And atop
the whole of the horrid heap, sleepy-eyed heads lay, staring at nothing at all
but perhaps the most hopeless of all human conditions.
“
Argh!” Lazarus rushed backward, fetched the misplaced head, flung it back into the room, and slammed closed the tall door. He staggered toward the table that
centered the fish house, his head swimming. Again, he scanned the filthy
enclosure and his eyes came to rest on the tempting exterior door. Behind it,
he knew the air to be clean, and the ground clear of ants and roaches. However,
with the soft red glow that bled from beneath its threshold, he also knew that
Death lingered at the door. Dawn had finally arrived – the fish house was his
refuge for the remainder of the day. He stomped insects from his boots, climbed
atop the table, and briefly inspected the rafters before leaping amongst them.
He straddled the timbers and stretched out, facing himself downward atop them.
There he lay, safe from the fiery chariot of the heavens and the hellish,
bug-covered floor. And in that outward state of limbo, him hanging betwixt
heaven and hell, Lazarus escaped into a more welcoming world of dreams.
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Thump-thump-shhh! Thump-thump-shhh! Lazarus stirred to a disquieting and unnatural series of sounds that could have resembled that of a large beast crawling across a soggy ground, repeatedly slamming its heavy forelimbs into the mud and dragging its lifeless hindquarters behind it. Lazarus heard the heavy breaths betwixt the steps, and he recalled a day in the Well Hole of the abbey catacombs, when Squire Thateus believed that a monster had attacked Squire Miguel. Truly, Lazarus now heard noises similar to those, which he envisioned as belonging to a winded and wounded sea beast, struggling to heave itself from the shoreline and find its final place to fester.
Lazarus rolled to his side and winced, rubbing himself where the suspended weight of
him pressed his chest and legs against the timbers. He rose and squatted atop
the beams before staring at the threshold of the exterior door and its red
glow. The crimson light that he once recalled now cast itself as a different
shade of red – a dying red – and he knew, from the lasting pain of the rafters,
that the dawn of day had finally dwindled to dusk. ‘Soon, the night skies would
be his,’ he thought. Yet, he spotted passing shadows as they broke through the
threshold’s glow. Noises grew. He held his breath; his heart pounded. If the
door should open to allow even a thin beam of light to reflect –
Boom! The door burst open. A fountain of sunlight spilled over the floor to part a roiling sea of roaches. Waves of insects rippled into the shadows. Lazarus turned his sunburned face away and closed his eyes. He winced and clenched his jaw, holding himself as a statue. In his blind and guarded state, he heard the troubling disturbance carry into the fish house – as though the dragging and wheezing sea beast found the rancid interior of the building to be a more appealing place to die. Yet, the apparent sound of a beast’s pounding forelimbs morphed into the more distinctive noise of a man’s boots striking the flagstones. Door hinges creaked and the blinding cast of daylight dimmed. Lazarus opened his eyes. He looked down to find a man standing with his back to the interior of the fish house and peeking through the crack of the nearly closed door. He carried himself like a suspicious or mischievous
man, him hiding within and spying without.
From the shadows above the rafters, Lazarus saw the backside of the intruder: a
rather heavy-set man with a full head of black hair. Mud stains lined the
bottom of his cream-colored robe; and below his robe, Lazarus spotted a pair of
black boots similar to his own, caked with clumps of mud. A line of muddy
footprints led away from the man’s boots and toward the center of the room.
Only when looking toward the marred table, did Lazarus find the likely cause
for the dragging sound, which he formerly heard – he eyed a limp and delicate
hand that lay upturned on the floor. However, from his vantage point, Lazarus
saw no more of the owner’s arm or body, since the long tabletop obscured all
view, save that of the pale hand. Nevertheless, he dared not an attempt to
garner further details and chance a creaking of the crossbeams.
At length, the man stole away from the door and gathered torches from the tall
pail. After which, he opened the lid of the smaller pail, wetted the torches in
oil, and traversed the periphery of the fish house whilst sliding the torches
into mounted wall brackets. With a few flicks of a tinderbox, he had the entire
enclosure aglow with flaming torches. Then he returned to the exterior door and
briefly peered out before sealing it closed with a rugged crossbar. Finally, he
spun about and stared at the workbench against the back wall, with its tidy
stacks of clothes and shoes. He clapped once and held the fingertips of his
praying hands against his smiling lips, as if to appreciate the spread of a
scrumptious feast. Lazarus noted the finer details of his features: olive
complexion, a wiry black beard, dark eyes, and an outwardly pronounced,
beak-like nose. Although the man’s face seemed foreign to Lazarus, the most
troubling feature of it lay in the unnatural space of his eyes – upon such a
seemingly meaty face, the man’s narrowly spaced eyes altogether delivered a
rather disturbing Cyclopean stare.
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Straight away, the man’s face changed; his grin became a frown beneath a hard brow. He strode forward, lifted a lifeless woman from the floor, and placed the body lengthwise atop the table. He propped the woman’s arms beside her and positioned her to center the table, adjusting her posture as he might, a life-sized doll. As
Lazarus looked down upon her, she appeared to return him a wide, blue-eyed
stare that cried aloud with a profound desperation. Yet, the conveyed terror in
her eyes lay in stark contrast to the contented expression of her relaxed face
– she appeared to look at him with warring emotions of revulsion and
self-gratification, equally marked by the stricken gaze and the subtle smirk
tucked in the corner of her lips. And there she lay, peering up at him,
drilling her eyes through his own, and perhaps into the very basements of
Heaven, even as the man began to remove her clothing. Carefully and meticulously,
the man’s fingers moved like those of a loving mother with her bed-ridden
daughter, with him strictly folding every stitch of garb and stacking it beside
the table-strapped corpse.
Lazarus staggered and clutched a rafter to regain his balance. He cupped his hand over his mouth and winced from an unexpected wave of nausea that washed over him.
Through a steady hum of flies and clicking insects, Lazarus heard every heavy
breath of the man, completely with its steady gurgle of phlegm; and he watched
the fat fingers of the man as they gracefully smoothed and folded the last item
of clothing. To Lazarus, the fingers did not seem to fit the hands of a
seasoned fisherman. as they appeared plump and tender; unlike the longer,
leaner, and more thick-skinned fingers of his father – or his own, for that
matter.
The man carried the corpse’s clothes and shoes to the rear wall, where he placed
them beneath the workbench and amongst the tidy collection of the other human
coverings. There he remained, with his back to Lazarus, busying himself with
articles atop the counter. Lazarus jolted when the man called back to him from
over his shoulder, “I am the
Fisherman – the Fisher for all Men; and you
shan’t leave from here! No; none escape the fish house, once within – not
one!”
Lazarus held his breath.
The fisherman continued; “Do you not believe me?”
Lazarus refused a reply and the man stabbed the point of a skinning knife into the top
of the workbench, yelling, “By your continued silence, I take it that you do
not believe it so. Nevertheless, I shall teach you otherwise. None can hide
from me; not even you. I see
everything – especially works and deeds of
the Devil!”
Yet the fisherman refused to look at Lazarus, instead keeping his back to him and
scraping salt clumps into a pile before crushing them into a mound of fine
granules. He swept the loose salt into the palm of his hand and rubbed it over
his arms and neck, as if bathing himself. And in a sudden fit of exaggerated
choking sounds, he loosened discharge from his throat and spat it beside his
boot. Roaches fled. “I shall ask you but once more;” the fisherman called back,
grasping the knife from the tabletop, “Do you not believe me, devil-spawn? Give
me
answer!”
With him feeling thoroughly exposed in the open rafters and growing evermore dizzy,
Lazarus conceded defeat. He sighed and considered his introduction as a flying
Christian –
The man charged away from the workbench, wielding his knife as he grabbed the nude
corpse by the hair. “Answer me,
witch!” He shook the dead woman’s head,
pressed the blade against her neck, and screamed at her; “Do you believe me
now?”
Lazarus clenched the crossbeams, looked betwixt his legs, and down upon the ostensibly
fantastical happenings beneath him.
“
Ah!
So now you confess,” the fisherman exclaimed to the corpse; “When all is lost –
when you’ve no ready defense!” Then again, like a loving mother, he drew a deep
sigh and smiled before stroking her hair gently into place, saying, “Rest easy,
my dear.” He licked the white of her eye and consoled her further, and in a
faint whisper that Lazarus still heard; “No need for tears. Witches mustn’t
weep – only pretty little flowers feel their sorrows.”
Lazarus watched as the fisherman return to the workbench. The man sharpened his blade
against a honing strap as he called back, seemingly to answer an unspoken
question from the dead woman, “Yes, you are – and more beautiful than most.
Why?”
Lazarus’ head swam; his stomach reeled. Lazy flies pestered his face.
The man chuckled to himself, adding aloud, “Never with
you, wench. You
cannot tempt
me. I gather your ruse: feigning to be a flower only to
shroud your seeds of evil.”
Lazarus stifled a cough. He scanned the interior of the building. Only then did he
realize the reason for his queasiness, as the rising torch fumes steadily
collected against the ceiling, stealing the air from him – he could not remain
in the rafters. He looked toward the threshold of the exterior door to find a
lethal dose of daylight’s last rays still lingering without – he could not
readily escape the fish house. He turned and glanced at the tall ragged door
before returning his gaze to the broad back of the fisherman, even as his
creeping urge to cough made itself evermore apparent. He knew no alternative,
save a pressing confrontation and compelling presentation of himself.
He moved stealthily, securing his hands against the timbers as he gently lowered
himself over the dead woman. Then he gained footing on her either side as he
stood atop the table. His eyes never left the fisherman as he squatted over
her. He held his breath and summoned all of the power in his limbs, contorting
his posture and shifting his center of gravity, until his boots made quiet
contact with the floor. He stepped like a cat, toward the barred exterior door,
stopping short of its glowing threshold. Yet, before he turned about – before
he could raise his hand and restrain himself – he coughed aloud.
Lazarus and the fisherman spun about to face one another. In turn, the startled man
lost his knife as it spun across the flagstones, falling still against the
north wall. Lazarus tore his gaze from the knife, splayed his wings, and hissed
at the fisherman.
“Keep away!” the man shrieked, retreating to the south wall.
Lazarus collected himself and his wings, and remained guard of the door, which he could not yet afford, opened to the light of day. “Remain where you stand.”
“Oh I shall – just here – right
here, if you wish it,” the man stammered,
patting the wall stones beside him. Roaches fled. He stole a glimpse across the
building, to where his skinning blade lay.
Lazarus’ gaze followed his; he growled. “Leave it lie!” They locked eyes from over the center table and its corpse. “Sit down where you stand.” Yet, when the man
remained standing, Lazarus added, “I shall soon leave this place. If you sit,
then I shall sit as well; and no harm shall come to either of us.” Together the
both of them slowly squatted and, just as their shared line of sight passed
beneath the corpse and the butcher table, they recaptured the unbroken stare of
the other. And there they sat, on their heels, quietly wondering of one
another.
At length, Lazarus rechecked the threshold behind him, with its dimming glow.
“You await nightfall, yes?” the fisherman asked.
“I shall leave you, soon enough,” Lazarus stated.
The man nodded. “Perhaps you shall. Nightfall comes soon enough.” He groaned and
repositioned himself to sit squarely on the floor. He propped his back against
the wall and raised his knees to rest his arms atop them. “How did you gain
entry through a sealed door? Did this witch conjure you forth? What are you; a
demon of sorts?”
“I perched myself in the roof timbers. I am no demon.”
“
Ah!
And of course you wouldn’t be a demon; however, your wings and teeth begged the
question.” The man cleared his throat and introduced himself; “Ahmad, I am –
Ahmad Alsyranqi; son of Hajid Alsyranqi. If I may inquire; by what forename are
you known?”
“Lazarus – flying man,” he curtly replied.
The man quickly bowed his head. “The honor is mine, Lazarus; the flying man.”
Lazarus snapped a return bow.
The curious fisherman quelled the lingering silence betwixt them, saying, “Although
I am an excellent fisherman, a versed scribe, and wise to many wonders of the
world, I must confess that your winged appearance deeply plagues my
sensibilities. Indeed, if I were but a common God-fearing man, I would swear
you to be the Devil, Himself.” He shrugged. “Yet, since I am
not such a
man; and as such, you
cannot be the Devil, perhaps I should gather this
chance encounter as but a lesson to yet another wonder of the world – that of a
flying man in the flesh.” He leaned forward and nodded quickly. “You
do
speak the truth? You
are merely a flying man, and you shall be on your
way, soon enough, yes?”
“I do not lie,” Lazarus responded. “I am a Christian flying man; and I shall soon
depart.”
“Well, I am not a Christian,” the fisherman matter-of-factly proclaimed. “However, I
also do not lie; being the good and honorable man that I highly expect of myself.” With a high brow, he brushed his hair back, as though to present a better side of himself. Then he held his fingernails out, inspecting them. After which, he
pursed his lips, placed a finger against them, and pondered – perhaps to cast
an exaggerated expression of his impeccable abilities. “
Ah!” He snapped
his fingers and pointed toward Lazarus. “I have gathered the name of it.”
“Name?”
“Yes; the title of the verse that I shall scribe about my encounter with you. It
shall be a captivating work.” He smirked. “And all of the world shall wonder
over it.” He spread his arms toward the ceiling and waved his arms wide, as if
to address the whole of the sky. “And the verse shall be entitled, ‘
The
Winged Demon, Who Calls Himself Christian’.”
“That would be a lie; and you claim not to lie,” Lazarus stated.
“Would it now? You see, even a demon would claim not to lie. And any God-fearing man,
who saw you, would swear you to be a demon.”
“But you said that you are not God-fearing.”
“True; however, those men who would read such a verse – well, they
do fear
their God.” He shrugged. “Perhaps it falls to this: the word of one flying man,
who claims himself to be God-fearing, verses the word of the rest of the
God-fearing world, yes?”
“I am not a demon. Scribing such a thing would be a lie,” Lazarus rebuked.
“To whom? How can your
single claim counter a
hundred claims to the
contrary? How can you be
right and a hundred men be
wrong? Are
you so divine as to make such a claim?”
“I know this truth more than any might presume to know: I am a Christian flying
man –
not a demon that pretends
not to be a demon.”
“Yet, who can argue the voice of a hundred against one?” He cocked his head.
“A hundred men
can be wrong, including me, if they wrongly presume, that
which is right.”
“Ah; splendid!” the fisherman exclaimed, clapping his hands. “In your few words of
defense, you have countered the claims of a thousand, thousand men!”
Lazarus crumpled his face. “What are you doing?”
“I am speaking with you. And I am sitting, as you requested.”
“No; why do you do what you do to them?” He pointed toward the corpse.
“Oh, the witch,” he responded with a petulant wave, “They are all the same, luring
men’s good hearts for wicked gain. Pay her no heed.”
“You slew her?”
The man chuckled. “Witch slayers slay witches, my good man. ‘Tis what we do. And
being the Christian that you claim yourself to be; you’ve heard of witches holy
inquisitions, yes? He pointed betwixt both of them and inquired further, “If I
don’t humble myself to take charge of it, then who would, otherwise?
You?”
“You do it for the Holy See? The Church told you to murder women?”
“Witches, conjurors, hags, and lamia are not women; I do not slay women and children.”
“There is something the matter with you.”
The man cocked his head, pretending pleasant surprise. “Oh? And do tell of it.”
“I saw you, before you whispered to her – your tongue in her eye.” Lazarus shook
his head. “I believe that you call her a witch only to steal her clothes and
shoes.”
Lazarus watched the fisherman’s face turned to stone. Abruptly, it seemed to fracture
with his bellowing words. “Do not come into my humble abode and
presume
to council me, flying man! You know nothing of me; or of my execrable duty to
rectitude; or of the canny ways of witches!” He stole a glimpse of the stacks
of clothing before directing his gaze toward the skinning knife. The man turned
toward Lazarus, narrowing his eyes. Lazarus held his tongue, so not to further
arouse the fisherman. The man leaned forward with his outwardly fat face.
Beneath the hazy glow of the torchlight and through a churning circle of flies,
Lazarus studied his eyes – altogether they seemed to merge and assume the
likeness of sole monstrous orb that stared at him, unblinking. The man growled,
“I can see cleanly through you. We are quite another thing; you and I. You
merely
pretend to be wise by repeating the words of others; whereas, I
speak and scribe my own words, since I
am wise.” The man relaxed and
smirked. “Hear me, this day. I shall scribe of you,
Oh, Glorious Lazarus,
an eternal verse of a righteous and pretentious flying man who found shame in
the light of Truth and cowered in the shadows of Wisdom. I shall unveil you
completely, and make you naked in the world.” The fisherman winked and
chuckled, adding, “As I am quite apart from you, having both, method and means
to entertain the minds of men.”
Lazarus set his jaw and drew a deep breath before countering him with Scripture and
scrutiny; “Wisdom is of God. You seem to murder in order to covet women’s
clothes. And – what you did with her eye?” He shook his head. “No, your heart
is not of God.”
The fisherman scowled. "God? Who’s god –
yours?”
“There is only one, Lord God, Almighty, Who is in Heaven.”
“I
expected such a reply. After all, you have your faith to defend. The
teachers of your faith have taught you to reply in precisely that manner, when
other men question your god. Nevertheless, in defense of your faith, you can
provide no reference to any written or spoken words that I have not already
anticipated, and can undo, simply by testimony of wisdom, reflection of reason,
or reverse counter-question. So save yourself the pain of getting to know where
I fall short of you, especially where your faith is concerned.” He cocked his
head and smiled, awaiting Lazarus’ reply.
“You fall short of God.”
The man frowned, perhaps expecting more from him.
A moment of silence settled betwixt them, save the steady drone of insects and a
crackling noise from burning torches.
Lazarus rechecked the crimson gleam beneath the threshold of the door when the
fisherman called out to him; “You wish to know how I became so apart from the
likes of most, yes? I can sense it. If you care so much to know, then I shall
tell you how it happened.”
Lazarus shrugged – nightfall did not come soon enough for him. He nodded. “I care to
know. Tell me everything.”
The man smirked and nodded in reply. “As I expected…very well then; I shall. As it
happened, my parents belonged to different kingdoms, oceans apart; however, one
day, as both of them were searching for shells on a stretch of Sardinian beach,
their footprints crossed and they fell in love. Despite their dissimilar
faiths, they wed in secret, swearing an oath betwixt them that they would not
disrespect or challenge the faith of the other. A full season into their
uncommon alliance, I was born. And as I was their child, they agreed to teach
me the both of their faiths, as though they belonged together – like two
accounts of similar stories. When I became old enough to question the
difference betwixt them, my parents also swore me to silence, such that I would
never tell others about my uncommon belief or the differing faiths of my
parents. After all, we lived in the kingdom of my father’s land, and its wise
men and tribal elders forbade any expression of a contrary religion. My father
was a truly good man, since he allowed my mother to secretly practice her
faith, all the while knowing that his head could easily find the end of a
blade, if she confessed her true faith to the elders. Yet, in their undying
loyalty, the elders remained none the wiser. And over time, I once embraced not
one, but
seven gods in all.” The fisherman searched Lazarus’
face.
“Seven?” Lazarus asked with a deliberate nod as he snatched another glimpse of the
still-glowing threshold. “Why, so many gods?”
The fisherman snapped his fingers and offered him a coy grin. “I
expected
such a question.”
Like the flash of a
déjà vu in his mind’s eye, Lazarus seemed to have already
expected the man to boast of
expecting ‘such a question’. What was more,
he somehow knew that the man would continue to speak of himself even until
nightfall.
“Indeed. I cherished seven gods in all,” the man proceeded to say, raising the toe of
his boot as he watched a crawling beetle approach him. “My wise father prayed
to six gods and my kindly mother prayed to but one – hers was your very own,
which you now defend as the only one.” The man lowered his boot; the bug popped,
and he smiled at Lazarus. He leaned forward, adding, “You see, I know
everything about your God, as it was but only
one of mine.”
“Either you accept Him, or you do not,” Lazarus offered. “And since you already know
Him, yet choose to refuse Him, I gather that there is little that I can offer
to convince you otherwise.” Lazarus eyed him, asking, “Perhaps there was
something that turned you against Him?”
The fisherman glowered at Lazarus. Then he choked loudly and cleared his throat, as
if to embellish the moment of expectoration. He spat the sputum beside his boot
and shot a hard glare toward Lazarus. “Please allow me to conclude my words
before urging your drivel.”
“Forgive me,” Lazarus stated.
He cleared his throat again and softened his stare. “Yes, well, it all ended when
mother gathered that my father secretly courted other women.” He shook his
head. “There were so many secrets betwixt us. Mother was as passionate, as he
was, wise.” He sighed. “In her fit of passion, she took his sword whilst he slept.
Yet he awakened and, in the confusion of near sleep, and believing her shadow
to be that of an intruder, he slew her – dead where she stood. She would not
have harmed him; she worshiped him like the rising sun.”
“I am sorry for your loss,” Lazarus replied, catching a glimpse of the threshold.
“Oh, I
expect you are,” the man said with a heavy tone of sarcasm.
“Nonetheless; I awoke the following morn knowing nothing of what had
transpired. I remember that day clearly, still lying in bed – the sun, the birds,
the heavy smell of green, and my prayers of thanks to my many gods – unaware
that my dead mother and crying father lay just in the next room.” He waved a
dismissing hand toward Lazarus. “Yes, I know that you have pity for me – no
need.”
Lazarus only shrugged.
The man continued; “Distraught by the loss of the only true love in his life, my
father took his own life shortly thereafter; however, before he died, he
demanded that I swear an oath to him: that I would completely abandon his faith
and embrace that of my mother’s – with her one,
Lord God, Almighty. I
was displeased with him; I refused. So he cried; then he died, and I found
myself alone, and with seven –
seven gods who, betwixt
all of
them, could not protect even a husband and wife from their own undying love for
one another.” He leaned forward, again searching Lazarus’ face.
Lazarus nodded. “Seven.”
“
Seven,”
the man exclaimed, holding up as many fingers. Then he clapped once and grinned. “So I buried both of my parents, each according to custom, and left nine graves in the sand before abandoning my fatherland.
“Nine?” Lazarus felt compelled to ask.
The fisherman smirked. “Precisely as many; since I buried
your god in those
rows of graves as well.”
Lazarus rebuked him. “He is the First, and the Last; and His Word shall never perish.”
“In the keeness of my recollection, I believe that
his was the
third grave. And what of
words? I am the poet, immortal. In words, I can never die, my glorious Lazarus, who is the flying man.” He snapped his fingers and hissed, as if to whisper a secret, “So long as a single soul listens, I live on to whisper words. This is truth. I am – me.”
The silence betwixt them was only momentary, since broken by the fisherman’s fit of
screaming laughter. He slapped his hands repeatedly against the floor stones,
exclaiming over his drumming, “Now tell me,
Oh Lazarus, the flying man!
Which was the true faith; and which was false? Make haste! Answer me! Answer
the wise poet, lest we all fall dead
without one!”
Lazarus stood. “Stop it!”
The man laughed, shaking an accusing finger at him. “As I expected! It pains you to
entertain the notion of your tiny place in this world.” He leaned against the
wall, still chuckling and shaking his head. “
Oh, the grief that they
feel, when they consider the chance of their being wrong about that, which they
desire to be right.
Oh, the doubt, which vision and reason bring to
blind faith.” He looked squarely at Lazarus. “Can you not sense the unsettling
feeling in your speculation of self?”
Lazarus squatted again, his gaze fixed on the man’s fat face – and his eyes. He rebuked him. “I can sense that there are many false faiths, and prophets of them;
however, I know that my faith in God Almighty is the only true faith.”
“Lie!” The man yelled, slapping the floor. Lit flies flew. He quickly folded his arms
and hugged his torso tightly as he rocked back and forth, staring at the
ceiling and rattling words that he seemed to know and say by rote. “There are
no gods. There is no Heaven. There is no Hell. There are neither angels or saints,
nor demons or devils.” He rocked repeatedly and stared upward, presenting his
self to be lost in his own mind as he continued, “No sign of them exists – not
anywhere – no confirmation – not a hint – no shred –
“Lie,” Lazarus firmly replied, calling the man’s attention to him. “Scripture is that
confirmation. ‘Tis the Word of your Most High Lord and Savior, which you deny.”
The man rocked still and Lazarus saw an abrupt change in his expression; as his
disposition seemed to morph on the fly – immediately from the face of an unruly
person in apparent mental disarray, to that of an unruffled man with a
distinguished and highbrow demeanor. He raised his chin and looked down his
beak-like nose at Lazarus. “Your Scripture, as you call it, is but the combined
effort of long-dead and fanatical scribes that desired all of posterity to hear
their words as a single word – as the
only word of the god and faith
that they envisioned betwixt them. As it is, men scribe of gods and demons,
since gods and demons have never scribed of themselves.” He shook his finger at
Lazarus, nodding. “Perhaps you might wonder how it is that I am able to know
such great things.”
“I do not wonder,” Lazarus grumbled, rechecking the door.
“And I shall tell you,” the fisherman continued, outwardly oblivious to his remark.
“In my many seasons of travel – to varied lands and its peoples – I have
encountered many such writings like your Scripture, all of them proclaiming to
be sacred words and divine decrees of gods. I saw many form of them:
parchments, clay vessels; stone and wooden tablets; carvings on tree trunks;
even scars and markings on the face and belly’s of men, who claimed them to be
divinely and painlessly inscribed whilst they slept.” He clapped his hands.
“And would you like to know what I gathered to be the most common betwixt
them?”
“Not especially,” Lazarus remarked.
Yet the man persisted. “Their similarity was that, whatever they conveyed as a
divine message, they always had another part of their message to read, that the
divine message was absolutely the
truth, such that any other claim to
the contrary, was
false. And why would your Scripture be different from
the rest of these
‘divine messages’, since it also proclaims that other
faiths and gods are
unreal, save those it strives to make
real?
Why so, lest it be merely one more
‘divine message’ amongst many? Do
tell; what greater truth is in it? And how can you deny my truth of it?” He
smirked and winked.
Finally, Lazarus rebuked him. “The truth is that you do not accept the Lord and His
Word. Just as others question that, which they do not accept or understand, so
do you, the same. ‘Tis your denial that is your undoing. And if you truly
embraced the Word of God, Our Heavenly Father, then you would not claim to
speak the truth and disclaim the Scriptures in the same. You cannot deny this
truth, lest by lies.”
“Oh, but I can – and
have,” the fisherman retorted. “I do not lie. I am a
good and righteous man – honorable, even.”
Lazarus looked at the corpse on the table, shaking his head. “No; you’re an evil man,
only feigning to be good. You offer no good counter to God, save your lack of
faith in Him and His Word.”
Lazarus spotted a fly that crawled across the fisherman’s forehead; it stopped directly betwixt his eyebrows. The man seemed unaware of the bug on his brow as he
chuckled and replied, “I gain nothing by undoing your faith. Only you might
loose by its dismissal, in the unmoving face of Truth.” He presented the palms
of his hands and shrugged. “You see, the burden of truth rests with
you,
not
me, since I do not claim gods to be real.” He smiled widely as
Lazarus watched the fly crawl over his face before burrowing into his beard.
“God is real. There are no other gods before him. He is –
I am,” Lazarus
stated.
“Is? Am?” the man challenged him. “And if I told you that your god is behind that
door,” the man asked, pointing toward the tall ragged door, “would you believe
me?”
“I would believe you.”
The fisherman cocked his head and narrowed his brow. “Why might you blindly believe
me when the burden of truth would be on
me to prove that your god is
behind the door?”
“Perhaps, you cannot see the truth because you are looking for who should bare the burden of it?”
“Very well then,” he said in seemed contemplation, placing a finger on his chin, and
shooing the once embedded fly from his beard, “Since I did not open the door
and reveal any truth of my claim, how might you come to believe me beforehand?”
“I expected such a question,” Lazarus replied. “I need no door to be opened for me
to know that the Spirit of God is everywhere, and in every thing. He is behind
that door; in these wall stones; in the roof timbers –
He waved a fly from his face and jabbed a finger toward the corpse. “He is even in
her.”
The man dismissed him with a chuckle and a shake of his head as Lazarus continued,
“Who made her, if not the Lord, God? And who made the mountains and rivers, or
the sun and moon? Did
you?” He shook his head. “No; God Almighty made
all things, as it was written in Scripture. So you can leave your door closed and rest yourself, assured that everything around you is proof of God’s presence.”
“I think not,” the man, quickly rejoined. “The only proof you offer is by showing
me that my fish house
is – that witches
are – and that everything
is here, which
is here.” He surrendered his hands to the air. “But
you’ve yet convinced me that your god is anything more than your desire for him
to be real – unless, of course, you wish to reveal him to me through the eye of
the witch or the face of the moon. Would you care to show me? I would truly be
grateful for your, doing so.”
Lazarus watched as the fisherman leaned forward, stealing a glimpse across the fish
house floor and toward his skinning knife.
“And I would care for you to remain where you sit.” Lazarus growled.
The man relaxed against the wall and sighed. “Answer me this; if there were no
stones, timbers, witches, mountains, or even a sun – if there was
nothing,
then how could you still believe your god to exist?
“If there was nothing, then I would also be nothing and could not know anything.
However, since I am me, then I know that God also exists, since I did not make
myself.”
The man set his jaw and considered Lazarus’ reply. A brief silence lingered.
Finally, the man asked, “Why do you lessen the
Great Maker by referring to it as but a god, king, or father?”
“Great Maker? Do you mean to say, ‘God Almighty’?”
“No. I did
not say, almighty god; I did
not say, king, lord, or duke
of gods; I did
not say, god of Good, or god of Evil. I said, the
Great
Maker, which needs no glorious name or noble title.
“God Almighty goes by many names. And you give Him yet another, by your calling Him,
the ‘Great Maker’.”
“I expected as much.” He sighed before tapping a rigid finger on his leg as he
lectured Lazarus. “In every place that I have traveled; with every man that I
met, who swore an allegiance to a god, he proclaimed the same as now you do –
that
his god was the Great Maker. Yet, the Great Maker is not a god of
men. The Great Maker created men and made them to wonder of this world and
believe in their gods. Gather that, if you will, my glorious flying man who
calls himself,
Lazarus.”
“God is Truth; I needn’t defend Him to the face of blasphemy.”
The fisherman winced before chuckling in seemed disbelief. “God is Truth? Is that
all – just like that – nothing more?” He let loose with laughter. “Well, of
course you would say such a thing; just as any man would say, in defense of his
god, that his god is
truth. After all, what man would be so foolish as
to profess a belief in a
false god?” He chuckled. “You said nothing and
much in the same breath – saying nothing meaningful in defense of your god;
yet, revealing much about your inability to present a good defense with even
the most simple of claims.”
“I told you that I do not defend Him; I merely share His Truth,” Lazarus stated,
matter-of-factly.
“Oh?” The man leaned forward. “Then answer me this truth: Is the Great Maker good or
evil?”
“If you refer to God; then He is good.”
“Lie! The Great Maker is
everything! All things are of the Great Maker – every
good thing, every evil thing, from flowers to witches –
everything! How
can you claim to share the truth when you only offer half-truths? I also
suspect that you believe that evil comes from only devils and demons, yes?” He
nodded quickly, smiling. “And from where did these evil beings come –
themselves?
Do tell me a child’s tale!”
“You seem to know the Word of God without my telling you,” Lazarus said. “Why do you
ask for me to share Truth, only for you to dismiss it?”
The fisherman shrugged. “If I told you, in but a single breath, of everything that
is the matter with your belief, then you would have the chance to accept or
dismiss
all of it at once? And I do not care to spend a considerable and
lengthy effort, keenly addressing so many of your false notions, merely for you
to offer a quaint reply of: ‘
I do not believe you.’ Hence, your
attention and lively participation is required.”
Lazarus shook his head. He glared at the man. “No, I do not believe it is required.”
“Oh, but it
is, my glorious Lazarus. And even though your dog-toothed mouth
begs for silence, your eyes say differently. In them, I see a screaming
curiosity, and a hunger for answers to your many plaguing questions.”
“And perhaps you see and hear only that, which you desire to see and hear, my
equally glorious Ahmad, who is the son of Hijad Alsyranqi?”
The fisherman laughed and shook his finger at Lazarus. “Superbly said! Then perhaps
both of us are guilty of like errs in forethought – you, with what you
cannot see to be fundamentally wrong with your faith; and me, with what I
should not see, in your still hungry eyes.” Lazarus clenched his teeth as the
man continued. “Now, since I am wise and willing, my winged one, I shall share
with you the very truth of men and their gods.”
“Must you?” Lazarus grumbled, quickly inspecting the door behind him as the fisherman
likewise stole another glimpse of his lost knife.
“Indeed,” the man affirmed. “‘Tis like so: Just as children are comforted in the presence of their parents; so do their parents find solace in gods. And just as children beseech their parents for direction, certainty, and mercy; so do their parents pray to gods for guidance, protection, and grace. After all, when the parents
were but children, they also suffered innocence, fear, and foolishness. Do you
gather my meaning, thus far?”
Although Lazarus gathered his meaning, he gave no reply, as he was thoroughly engrossed in the apparent incongruity of the queer, if not fantastical presentation
before him. Mesmerized, he stared at the fisherman, who successfully demonstrated stark insight and sober reflection, and who proceeded to lecture him from behind a corpse that only a moment ago, he lectured, made nude, and licked its eye.
“By your silence, I gather you to gather me,” the fisherman stated, calling upon
Lazarus’ attention. “Now, I shall bestow upon you, an even greater truth, and
one that you will surely deny by reason of your faith. ‘Tis this: The Great
Maker is
everything. And since it
is everything, it bares no
familiar face for to give us comfort or solace; no fatherly hands for to
provide us with certainty or protection; and no motherly tongue for to console
us or heal our pains.” He shook a pointing finger at Lazarus. “Now you know why
there are books and tales of gods. Men ritually scribe and speak of gods
amongst themselves, expressly to convince themselves, en masse, that gods
do
exist. And in their cherished leaves of scripture – in their singing words of
sermon – they give face, form, and name, to gods. And like the believers of
your own god, they refer to it as ‘
him,
father, lord, and king’,
and bestow it such traits as ‘
wrath, mercy, sorrow, and grace’; as
though they created their god in the image of themselves.” The fisherman
smirked. “Now answer me this, Oh Glorious Lazarus: If swine could wonder of
themselves and the wide world; if they were every bit as capable as Man, then
would they not also scribe and speak of gods that were in the image of
themselves?”
“If your heart was with God, then I do not believe that you would need to wonder of
things that swine cannot do,” Lazarus offered.
“And if you do not wonder of anything which is
not – like capable swine; then
how might you fully gather what
is – like your incapable self?” the man
questioned sarcastically.
Lazarus clenched his jaw. “I need not defend my God in the face of His enemies; and for my own part, I believe that I am quite capable in my faith and understanding to
gather that you lack the same capabilities.”
The fisherman hissed laughter and dismissed him with a wave of his hand. “Oh, but I
have as much faith in my faculties and, of the Great Maker, as you have, foolish notions and blind convictions, for to hide your eyes from the painful truth of a pitiless and wicked-filled world.” He shrugged. “All of them do it – just as you do it. They elect to believe in a better place and, of caring gods to console their many life’s woes.” The man dropped and shook his head, sighing heavily. “Yet sadly enough, they remain in a cruel world; and their gods are but desperate attempts to place a familiar fatherly face on the formless and faceless, Great Maker.” He choked and cleared his throat, adding, “In their dreams of a better place, they refuse to look upon the world that the Great Maker has made.” The man covered his eyes and appeared to weep when Lazarus cocked his head.
Lazarus jolted as the man slapped his hand on the floor and bellowed with laughter.
“What pitiful beasts!” he exclaimed. “Their gods are but trifling doll-headed
depictions, which are
not in the likeness of the Great Maker!” He
laughed again. “And what is more; not only do they claim that their god
is
the Great Maker; but many of them likewise swear that the Great Maker placed
its
seed into a woman and sired a man-god, even!” He chuckled, shaking
his head in disbelief. “Of all the foolish notions – a man-god, whom they
worshiped and slew.” His expression quickly changed to that of seemed
contemplation. He studied Lazarus and scratched at his beard. “Can you
truly
believe such foolhardiness?” Then he winked and smirked.
Beneath the spiraling torch flames, and within the man’s cold gaze, Lazarus might have discovered the same fiery and frigid stare as, once came from his mother’s eyes
– the same heartless passion burning within them. He countered the fisherman
with a quote from Scripture; “
For God did so love the world,
that His
Son, the only begotten, He gave, that everyone who believes in him, may not
perish, yet may have life eternal.”
In a theatrical gesture, the man thrust one hand high in the air and held his
breast with the other, saying, “
Hark! Your words are truly daggers in my
heart, to wound me so! You prepare them well,” he cried, mockingly, “So
unexpected; so freshly said! Your wisdom is –
Lazarus shifted his posture and glanced at the skinning blade when the man dropped his arms limply beside him and turned to Lazarus with a constipated expression
before adding, “From whomever you borrowed those words, you should return to
him, and inform him that they are empty and without wisdom.” He snapped his
fingers and pointed at Lazarus. “What is more, you should tell him that he is
twice the fool – firstly, for believing those words to be the truth; and again, for convincing you to behave as the same presumptuous and preaching fool towards
me as he behaved towards
you!” The fisherman hugged himself tightly and pressed his back to the wall, sitting rigid and stone-faced, whilst staring at Lazarus.
Lazarus considered the quickening change in his feelings. He could recall, only thrice in his life, the same measure of resentment that now seemed to warm him from
within. He considered the flash of anger, when the Captain slew his father. The
pupils of Lazarus’ eyes constricted. He recalled his naked mother, who would
undermine his faith and attempt to slay him with a winged monster. Lazarus
clenched his fists and set his jaw, remembering the whispered words of Hugon’s
soldiers, accusing him of being the winged monster that he was not. A bead of
sweat traced the hard line of his face and Lazarus now studied the demonstrably
capable man before him, who behaves like a monster, and who mocks the very
foundation of his faith. He drew a deep breath and glared at the man who dared
to roll away the very cornerstone of his comfort, and with it, the assurance
that he was mostly like his father and nothing akin to his mother.
‘Nothing like mother – not a monster,’ he thought, relaxing himself with a sigh and a
quaint smile as he replied, “I did not
borrow such words from another,
as you claim. ‘Tis the Word of God, in Holy Scripture. And since you claimed to
know of Scripture, yet do not seem to recall God’s Word when it is revealed to
you, then perhaps you lied?”
The fisherman returned the same quaint smile. “I do not lie. And, if you will,
please do strive to remember that I am a man of honor, and well versed, even. I
recall your Scripture wholly –
every word and
every verse, in the
whole of its tome. Nevertheless, as you might gather such abilities to
be beyond any common man, I am no such man.” He cleared his throat and smiled
again. “So pray tell, my glorious Lazarus, and flying Christian of the night
skies, who is dressed in black; do you scribe as well?”
“I do scribe,” Lazarus replied. “However, if you know every word of every verse of
Scripture, as you claim, then you might recite verse:
2 Kings, 35 of 17?”
The fisherman winced and curled his lip. “Clever, you are, to select
that
particular verse as a test of my abilities. Nevertheless, I accept your
challenge and expect the same demonstration in turn.” He drew a breath and
rattled off the verse, saying, “
Ye do not fear other gods, nor bow
yourselves to them, nor serve them, nor sacrifice to them.” The man clapped
his hands once and added, “There you have it. Now, might I remind you once
again that I embrace only the Great Maker and do not worship gods like yours.” He
pointed toward Lazarus. “Your turn – tell me of
Proverbs, 1 of 8. How
does it read?”
Lazarus recalled it aloud, saying, “
Doth not Wisdom call? Doth not Understanding
give forth her voice?”
“
Ah!” the man exclaimed, arching an eyebrow. Perhaps there is more to you, yet
undiscovered?”
Lazarus nodded. “Perhaps you have discovered that I need not boast of my abilities?
Yet, since you press for it – as do you, I know
every word of
every
verse of Scripture, Ahmad Alsyranqi; fisherman and poet, who is the son of
Hajid Alsyranqi.”
The man raised a second eyebrow, evenly with his first. “You have the gift as well
– that of undivided recollection?”
“I recall that, which I see and hear, if that is the meaning of your words,”
Lazarus stated.
“Only once, you see or hear a thing, and you forever recall it?”
“Thus far,” Lazarus replied, adding coldly, “Yet, I have not lived
forever;
have you?”
The man slapped his forehead, outwardly astounded as he spoke towards the ceiling.
“In all my days, I have
never met another like myself! And this one has
wings! What a grand design, the Great Maker has made of us!” He shot a
seemingly gleeful gaze toward Lazarus and offered, “Perhaps we are more alike
than I had first gathered – you and me!”
Lazarus glanced at the tabled corpse betwixt them. “We are nothing alike.”
“Oh, but we
are,” the man insisted, waving his hands. “We have the same
design; you and me, as we are gifted and cursed in the same – being fully aware
of ourselves.” He sat back and narrowed his eyes before questioning Lazarus,
“How many times did you read over the same verses of your godly text?”
“Holy Scripture is the Word of God, and not
godly text,” Lazarus responded.
“And I have read the same verses many times, as should you.”
The man crumpled his face. “Then why would you read that, which you already read,
‘lest your recollection be less than what you claim it to be?”
“My recollection of God’s Word does not make me a master of it,” Lazarus stated. “I
gather new meanings with every new read.” Then he leaned forward and, with a
fist planted on the floor, Lazarus concluded, “Even
complete
recollection does not give
all meaning to things recalled.”
The man slumped against the wall, smirked, and busied himself with popping the
knuckles of his fingers. “Perhaps you speak the truth, as recollection does not
make for understanding; however, I do not recall any discussion betwixt us, in
the way of ‘
understanding’ words. He raised his brow and nodded. “Yet,
since you bring us to the root of the tree, which includes the very
meaning
of the written word, perhaps I should share with you, that there are many ways
to measure the meaning of scribed works, aside from what is written in them.”
The man shook his finger at Lazarus and chuckled. “You claim to have read your
godly text over and again, if only to gather more of its meaning. Answer me
this: Have you even once considered the meaning of its verses by the words and
notions
not contained in them? Have you weighed their meaning by all
that they do
not say? Have you gleaned more meaning in these verses by
their careful selection of words, notions, and reiterations of the same? Or
were you so entirely captivated by reading leaves of verses that you failed to
see the entire meaning of your godly tome?”
“I do not read the Holy Scriptures to learn of what is
not in them; just as
I do not read of birds to learn of making bread or wine. You speak; yet you say
nothing.”
“Oh, but I do; ‘tis you who listens, without hearing anything. Pray tell, how many
texts have you read, Lazarus?”
“Many.”
The man nodded in apparent consideration. “Many? Then tell me, how many of these
texts were godly texts? How many of them spoke of
different gods and
faiths – those aside from these Holy Scriptures that you now embrace as truth?”
“I am not like you, to embrace many gods, notions, and nonsense. There is but
one God,
one Word, and
one Truth; and I’ve no need to read of lies.”
“And I expected such a reply. Nevertheless, I shall share with you, such notions
which you absolutely refuse to hear. ‘Tis this: Just as every man is born,
every man shall die. And since no man wishes to die – since every man wishes to
live forever – men have devised a device and a means by which to escape the
pains of pondering their own demise. What think you, of such a truth?”
“Perhaps you might find a means to ponder your demise in silence, yes?” Lazarus asked, quickly rechecking the faint glow of the door’s threshold.
The fisherman snickered and carried on, “As with anyone of any faith, your device
is your godly text; and your means are its written rules. Of all the differing
faiths that I have encountered in my days, I found them to share a common
understanding. At the heart of them all, there are sacred inscriptions that
claim themselves as divinely created. And within these inscriptions and godly
texts, there are written rules. The rules of them vary betwixt faiths and
peoples; however, I have discerned their similarities and found them to be
quite unremarkable. Would you like to hear the single rule that they share?”
Lazarus waved a fly from his face and dismissed Ahmad, giving his attention to several roaches that convened on the floor before him – they appeared to be introducing themselves to one another by pairs of long hairs, affixed to their heads.
The man continued; “The single rule to all of them is this: If a man accepts the
divine inscriptions of his faith to be true, and he obeys its rules, then he
shall live forever in happiness and peace. And if a man does not accept the
inscriptions as Truth, then he shall also live forever, yet in sorrow and
pain.” He chuckled. “What does that tell you about your own
Holy
Scriptures, when placed in the same light as other
divine inscriptions?
What does it say about
any inscription, of
any faith, claiming
itself to be divine?”
Lazarus shook his head. “Perhaps there is more to you, also undiscovered. And perhaps
it is that, which you do
not offer, that reveals the most about you. I
ask you this: Of all these faiths you have witnessed, and in all of the words
that you have read of them, have you found even a single declaration that
praises you for the evils that you have committed here?” He pointed to the
corpse. “What faith, in all of those that you claim to know, would declare your
murderous deeds as either good, or righteous?”
The man grinned and leaned forward with answer; “Your very
own, Lazarus.”
“No; not mine. And you still claim not to lie?”
“You should recall that I do not lie. Your confusion of Truth does not mean that I
speak untrue. It merely means that you must look beyond that, which you believe
to be the truth.”
“
Thou shalt not kill; thou shalt not steal. There is no greater truth beyond the Word of God.”
The man leaned back and nodded. “Long before now, I expected you to say as much;
and I have since prepared a question to address your claim. I ask you this: If
you had keen understanding, such that you knew of a means by which to slay the
Devil of your faith and cleanse the world of Evil, then would you slay your
Devil?”
Lazarus narrowed his eyes. “I know what you do in this place, slaying women for to
steal their clothes.”
“I ask you this, as well,” the man continued, “If you had the means to steal your
Devil’s powers and secretly bury them, so that they are forever lost from the
face of the world; then, would you steal from your Devil?”
The memory of a giant, flying swine quickly crossed Lazarus’ mind when he
responded, “The Devil shall stand before God and answer for every evil-doing. I
am not God; and I do not need to wonder of things that shan’t happen. And I
believe that there is something the matter with you for wondering such things.”
The man rebuked him; “And I believe that there is something the matter with your
faith, which keeps you from wondering outside of it. Nevertheless, I
anticipated that you would
not slay your Devil, even to save the world.
After all, your faith teaches you to be concerned mostly with saving yourself.”
Lazarus shook his head. “God gave His only begotten Son –
“As you say!” the man exclaimed. “Yet, we do not speak of the
giving of
lives; but the
taking of them! Had your Scriptures not said that men
took the life of your man-god; then your same Scriptures could not have spoken of the notion that your God
gave the life of Him, yes?”
Those men, who crucified Christ, were not as God, Ahmad. They did only what they were
allowed by God to do, whatever the price they paid in the end.”
“Precisely, Lazarus. You speak true enough in your faith to corner yourself with me – as I expected.” The fisherman gestured toward the corpse with a presenting hand,
adding, “The Great Maker has provided me the ability to
take a few
lives, that I might
save many more. I ask you now: Is
any bad
deed, solely cast against Evil, not a good deed?”
Lazarus raised his brow. “
Slaying is not,
saving.”
“Slaying witches, saves the world,” the man rebuked, narrowing his stare. “If they were permitted to live then they would continue to spread their evil seed of death,
decay, and ill omen to all the good peoples of the earth.”
Lazarus looked at the dead and mostly unremarkable woman before inquiring, “And how can you be certain that she is a witch?”
The man huffed, outwardly stricken by the audacity of Lazarus to ask the question.
He followed with a questioning of his own; “How does a skilled horse smith know
a horse? How does a high priest know the marks and signs of evil?” He growled
at Lazarus; “Do not presume to challenge my wisdom. I am a seasoned and
accomplished witch hunter. You know nothing –
nothing, of the craft or workings of witches and crones!”
“As you say,” Lazarus agreed. “‘Tis true that I know little of them. ‘Tis also the
reason that I ask you for such proof.” He gestured toward the laid corpse. “Can
you offer evidence that this woman, or any other, is a witch?”
The man glared at Lazarus before admitting, “Hunting witches is not a precise
application, my glorious and curious winged man. One cannot exact absolute
evidence from a less-than-perfect practice. Unlike your simple faith, the world
of the Great Maker is not as regular and plain as you might gather – ‘tis
filled with complexities, intricacies, and many shades of gray.”
Lazarus nodded. “Then, may I take your intricate reply to plainly mean that you do
not have proof that she is a witch – or, that you might mention to me of ‘
complexities’ and ‘
shades of gray’ in an effort to shroud the simple truth, that you
lack such evidence.” He leaned forward, further pressing the man. “I believe that you cannot prove
any of your victims to be witches. What is more, I believe that you see them to be witches only
after you covet their
clothes and shoes.” He pointed to the workbench, with its folded dresses. “Why
else would you undertake such care into their placement?”
“Lie!” the fisherman exclaimed, slapping the floor. “I do not do it for
me; but for
you – for
everyone!” The man shook his pointing finger in
anger. “You have a simple eye, to see only
Day or
Night, without
giving attention to
Dusk or
Dawn! You gather things to be, either
good or
evil, without measuring the meaning of them, or the
degrees of
right and
wrong in them!” Again, he slapped the floor.
“How
dare you, to presume to know my intentions merely by passing
evidence of my actions, with their meanings and methods
still unknown to
you – how
dare you, to judge me!”
Lazarus pursed his lips and raised his brow. Then he responded coolly, “Perhaps I have a simple eye. Yet, my simple eye sees clearly, that you surround yourself with
clothes and shoes, stolen from those of whom you’ve passed judgment upon and,
by your own hand, condemned to death.” He sighed heavily. “And you claim that
you do this; not for you, but for me – and for everyone. How can it be?”
The man scoffed, “Do you know
why it is that you know so little about
witches?”
“I have never seen a witch,” Lazarus replied, “Or heard of one, save that, written
in Holy Scripture.”
“Precisely! You’ve never seen a witch since faithful witch hunters like
me keep the world clean of them. And I am not alone in this righteous endeavor. Even the
clergy of your church strives to better the world by seeking them out and destroying them. Their evil spreads through everything that they touch. We do what we must. A witch hunter does not enjoy his duty; he is only doing what is right.”
Lazarus cast a glance betwixt the workbench and the dead woman before commenting, “If a witch hunter endeavors to rid the world of the evils of witches; and witches
spread evil through everything that they touch; then why would a witch hunter covet a witch’s clothes and shoes? And would a witch hunter not become more evil in his struggle to slay the witches, when he so often lays his hand on them?”
“Why are you so taken with
clothes and
shoes?
Listen to you!”
the fisherman bellowed. “
Clothes and shoes – s
hoes and clothes!
We speak of witches. Is there something the matter with you? Can you not
see
past yourself?”
“I can.”
“Then do honor me with it,” the man exclaimed.
Lazarus nodded, considering the challenge. He pointed to the dead woman betwixt them,
asking, “Firstly, do you recall the name of this woman?”
“
Witch; crone; hag – one name is as fitting as the next,” the man snapped a reply.
Lazarus shrugged. “Perhaps the fully robed, Ahmad Alsyranqi; who is son of Hijad
Alsyranqi, desires that she be nameless and naked, yes?”
The man glared at him as Lazarus continued, “Yet, if this woman should suddenly
catch her breath and come alive, and be made to give a truthful account of all
that she knew; and I ask her how a dead and naked witch is less than a dead and
clothed witch, then how might she answer me?”
“It
shan’t come alive! And only
lies come from witches!” The man
growled, scrambling to his feet, “Who are
you, to steal your way into
my fish house, and mock
me in the company of witches?”
Lazarus quickly stood, advancing several steps. “Stay where you stand!”
The man tore his eye from the skinning blade and challenged Lazarus, “And if I do
not? What shall you do –
slay me?” He smirked. “I recall the rules that
bind you –
Thou shalt not…
Lazarus partially splayed his wings, opened his mouth, and softly hissed, such that the man could see the full length of his teeth.
The man eased himself backward and leaned against the wall. “Perhaps there is more
to you than meets the eye. You now try to bewilder me, yes?” He pressed his
fingers against his temples and squint his eyes in apparent pain. “Like
them
– you try to seed my thoughts with wicked notions.” He rubbed his face, stole a
deep breath before casting a weak smile. “Yet, you cannot use your evil against
a seasoned witch hunter, my glorious Lazarus.”
“Your thoughts are
yours,
together with the evil in them. ‘Tis
you, who undoes
yourself.”
“
Silence,” the man declared with a staying hand as he searched the walls with wide eyes. “Listen;
listen!”
“Listen to what?”
“
Shush! Hear them now! From in there!” he exclaimed, holding his head with one hand whilst jabbing a pointing finger toward the tall ragged door. “
Again,
they whisper their conjuring spells. Cover yourself! Make haste, my good flying
man!” The man rattled gibberish as he tapped his finger against different parts
of himself; however, unlike a priest, who might have deliberately crossed
himself in the predictable sign of a crucifix; the fisherman frantically
touched himself everywhere and in no apparent order – his forehead, his rib,
his eye, his knee, his tongue...
“What are you doing?” Lazarus asked, cocking his head.
“
Guard yourself, Lazarus! Mind your thoughts in the face of Wickedness – those evil weavings of witches! Consider only
pure thoughts, lest you be undone from within!”
Lazarus cast glances betwixt the tall ragged door and the fisherman, who he found,
thoroughly engrossed in himself; outwardly determined to touch every pronounced
part of his body, all the while, rattling his lips for to mumble a stream of
indistinct utterances that could have resembled the recitation of prayer in an
unknown tongue.
“Clear your thoughts,” the man advised Lazarus. He stopped touching himself, braced
his hands against the walls, and leaned forward, breathing deeply and steadily
as he lectured Lazarus, “Gather your powers from within. ‘Tis the witch
hunter’s way. Make yourself like unto the sword of Truth – as pounded metal – in
the face of Evil.”
Lazarus glanced behind him and at the exterior door, which now cast no light at its
threshold – night had finally fallen. Then he looked back at the tabled corpse
and the tall ragged door before returning his gaze to the fisherman, who now
stood relaxed against the wall and facing him with a smile.
They can do us no harm,” he assured Lazarus, “We now have the full protection
beneath the mighty armor of the Great Maker.”
“Protection,” Lazarus asked, incredulously, “From the dead?”
The man shook his head emphatically and cupped his ear toward the ragged door,
fiercely whispering as he instructed Lazarus to listen. “Oh, they are
not
dead, my good apprentice; they only feign to be so. If you expect yourself to
be a seasoned witch hunter like myself, then you must know the many ways of
witches. This shall be your first lesson of many to come. Now listen closely –
use those great ears of yours and acquaint yourself with the
undead.”
Lazarus perked his and listened for sounds from behind the tall door.
“Oh, indeed,” the smiling fisherman insisted, “Hear them clearly as they whisper
together of the secrets of Evil.” He pointed toward the naked corpse, “‘Tis
her, with her head yet severed, who is able to summon her wicked sisters against us.”
Although Lazarus kept a watchful eye on the fisherman, his mind lay with his ears, which now heard the apparent whisperings of many women that altogether hissed from
behind the tall ragged door.” He advanced several steps and listened more intently as the continuing sounds fell into better focus. And in the apparent muffled drone, he gathered whispering words as bits of phrases, and perhaps, the overlapping discourse betwixt hissing witches and chattering crones.
Lazarus turned a flush and quizzical face toward the fisherman, who now sported a coy
grin, appearing to revel in the new proof that Lazarus suddenly might have gathered from behind the tall door. And truly, Lazarus’ mind did reel as a whirlwind of recent memories, of the man’s claims to honor, truth, wisdom, perfect recollection, clever discourse, keen attention to detail –
He stepped back, caught a breath, and squarely addressed the man, “‘Tis
not
the whisperings of witches.” He shook his head. ‘Tis
bugs.”
The man relaxed his smile; his face hardened to stone and he stated coldly, “Bugs
do not speak.”
“Neither do the dead,” Lazarus rebuffed. “Perhaps, in your mind, you have gathered the noise of bugs to be the words of witches so that you might believe in witches
when there were none?”
“There
are witches – all about us – everywhere!” the man shouted, waving his
arms. ‘Tis not my belief in them that makes them
real!” He huffed. “Neither is it your denial of them that make them
unreal!”
Lazarus looked at the naked corpse. “There may be witches, as you say; however, I do
not believe that they are in here.” He stepped forward and glared at the fisherman. “As a man of honor, like you claim – as a witch hunter, like you claim – can you swear that you never slew one who was
not a witch?”
The man stole a glimpse of the ragged door, shrugged, and admitted, “Well, as I
mentioned, witch hunting is not precise – at times, there might be evil persons
who show every sign of being a witch, yet – ‘tis not
exact – hunting
witches and such.” He cleared his throat and softened his tone. “As witch
hunters, we mean well; and we do our best to cull them – to rid them from the
good people of the world.”
“You do your
best?” Lazarus asked.
“
We,”the man barked before boasting of his abilities; “Yet,
I am more
seasoned – more capable than most.”
Lazarus looked around the room. “Where are the
other witch hunters?”
The man waved his arms about, looking about and chuckling in apparent disbelief.
“We are everywhere, my good man – spread across many lands – always in hiding!”
the man exclaimed. “We do not openly introduce ourselves to those who might
protect witches. Ours is a life of secrecy. And do recall that I did not find
you; ‘twas you who found
me and my witches.”
Lazarus dropped his gaze to the floor, perhaps feeling as though the weight of the
world had suddenly fallen upon him. He looked at the face of the tabled corpse
as the pleading voice of Lord D’Alcicourt’s washwoman burned in his mind,
asking, ‘
Oh, dear God – you shall save us?’ He re-checked the threshold
of the exterior door, which shown no light.
Then he looked back at the fisherman, who crossed his arms, and smiled. “You are the
first to have discovered me in as many years. And you shall probably be the
last – as I am one of the best witch hunters there are.” He dismissed Lazarus
with a casual wave, continuing, “Not to fret. I always knew that it would take
more than a mere
man to discover me – and, my being discovered by a
flying man, only calls attention to my unwavering dedication, to the witch hunter’s craft.” He stole a breath and smirked. “And I believe that the Great Maker has finally rewarded me – with a flying apprentice and outstanding witch hunter.
What think you, Lazarus? Can you carry a witch, whilst on the wing? Can we save
the world –
together?” He clapped his hands once, held them pressed as
if in prayer, and awaited reply.
“There are no witches in here,” Lazarus stated. “And what is a witch hunter without
witches, if not a common murderer of women?”
The man chuckled, commenting, “
You, of little faith.” He advanced several
steps. “And if I can prove to you that there are
witches in here, and
not merely the
bugs that you claim to hear, will you then believe me?”
Lazarus glanced at the tall ragged door.
The man nodded, “Indeed; in there.” He pointed toward the door. “Just there. I can
show you many crones and hags, whose evils have been forever undone. Do you
care to see the good efforts of the hunter’s craft?”
With the weight of the world and the words of the washwoman within him, Lazarus
considered everything – the best that he could. He examined the tall ragged
door, the burning wall torches beside them, and the space around him. Finally,
he replied, stepping back toward the barred exterior door of the fish house,
“Show me your good efforts, if you would.”
“
Splendid,” the fisherman cried. “Witch hunters, we are, then!” He cautiously stepped toward the tall door whilst softly and sternly lecturing Lazarus, “Now, there
are several things that you must know about witches, before I open the door.
Your very life may depend upon it. Do you understand me?”
Lazarus nodded and the man continued, “Firstly, witches do not immediately die when
their bodies are taken. What I mean to say is that, until their features
utterly wither away and they return to the vile mud from whence they came, they
only feign death. They are still able to weave their wickedness upon you; and,
I did not realize, until much later, that when they lay together, their powers
become greater than, if lying alone. However; to lessen this condition, a witch
hunter must remove the head of the slain witch
before placing it
alongside others of its kind. And every witch must be placed in precise
arrangement to the next – oldest to newest, outside to inside.”
“And if they are not placed in such way?” Lazarus asked.
The fisherman shook his finger at Lazarus. “
Never make that mistake,
Lazarus. They shall catch you even before you are able to reverse the order of
them.”
“Then I shan’t do that; and they shan’t catch me,” Lazarus affirmed. He parted
hanging chains and followed the fisherman toward the tall door.
The man briefly spun about to warn him; “Whatever you believe to sense, do
not
touch them; lest you be stricken with insufferable illness or madness of mind.”
Lazarus nodded and, as they neared the tall door, Lazarus eased a torch from the wall
bracket when the man spun wildly and grabbed his arm. “What are you doing?” For
a moment, they stood, face-to-face, theirs eyes locked beneath the torchlight
as burning orbs of blue and brown.
“I am getting the torch whilst you open the door,” Lazarus matter-of-factly replied.
The man loosened his grip and nodded. “So you are. Yet, you shall
not step
within. Do I have your word?”
“I shan’t enter,” Lazarus stated.
“You’ve much yet to learn,” the man remarked, clutching the door’s metal latch and
turning back to Lazarus. “Now, for the wicked witches of the world. Are you
prepared to see the worst – the most
vile and
filthy evil – forever contained behind this door?”
Lazarus nodded, raising the torch. “Only if you allow it.”
“Then behold,” the fisherman said, slowly opening the tall ragged door.
The door creaked as he gradually exposed more of the black interior of its chamber.
Flies boiled from out of the darkness and the torch flame crackled with
scorched insects that rained down on Lazarus’ head and shoulders. A wafting
odor of putrefaction rolled passed him; he gagged, stepped back, and cupped his
mouth.
The fisherman chuckled, pulling the door wide. “One needs a stronger stomach than
yours, if he is to be a witch hunter. And we shall work on it.” He grabbed
Lazarus arm and pulled him closer to the door’s threshold as he pointed into
the illuminated interior of the room and its stack of corpses. “Witches, one
and all, these are,” he said, passing a presenting hand over the rotting heap,
“Oldest to newest; outside to inside; precisely placed and headless, as they
should altogether remain.” He spun about and snapped his finger in Lazarus’
face. “
Ah! And might you recall a
particular crone that had a
familiar spirit at Endor, and who was sought by Saul himself? Do you not recall
her – this witch from Endor?”
“I do not recall
her; but I read
of her – from the first book of
Samuel.”
“The very same witch, written in the Scriptures of your faith,” he affirmed,
propping his hands on his hips and smirking. Then he chuckled and tapped his
chest, boasting, “She was the
first witch that I captured.” He jabbed
his thumb toward the interior of the room. “And I still have her head.”
“Yet you call the Holy Scriptures but lies, scribed by men. And you claim not to
lie. How can you speak the truth and claim to have the head of a woman, who is
recorded in Scripture, and likewise discount all record of Scripture?
The man surrendered his hands and perked his brow as if to dismiss him from any
charge or implication, replying, “I do not discount
everything written
in your Scripture, my glorious Lazarus. Just as I do not entirely discount any
other scribed works of which men claim to be divine Truth. All works are rich
in history; all are riddled with common truths. How else would a well-versed
scribe tell lies, if not by telling truths betwixt his lies?”
“So you believe that the Holy Scriptures would speak true of this woman of Endor,
yet lie about the Lord Almighty?”
“Quite so, as I have said; I have her head,” the man said curtly, grinning. “Do
you have something of your God, for to show me as proof?”
Lazarus clenched his jaw and drew a deep breath before rebuking him. “The woman of
Endor lived too long ago. I do not believe you.”
The man frowned, growling and pointing into the doorway again, “I have it, just
there. And as you say, you do not
believe that I have witches – I
show them to you. And you do not
believe that I have the witch from Endor –” he cleared his throat, “Your incessant lack of faith in my abilities begins to incense me.”
“But how can you be certain that you have
her head?”
“Since I
have it! Witches do not die as mortal men might!” the man exclaimed.
“Must you witness
everything before believing
anything?”
“If you would allow it,” Lazarus stated.
“Very well, then.” The fisherman huffed in apparent protest. “Yet, forthwith, I
expect you to show me a bit of faith in what I teach you. As a teacher and a
seasoned witch hunter, I do
not expect your challenging my every word.
Now give me light, for to see my way.” He pulled Lazarus’ torch-bearing arm
into the doorway as he strode within and sidestepped the stack of corpses,
moving deeper into the room. He called back, “As they lay, outside to inside,
her head is the furthest away. ‘Tis the head of the very witch that pretended
to be my mother, and who tried to slay my father, whilst he slumbered. And when
I buried my father, I unearthed the vile witch from her grave –
Lazarus leapt back, closed the door, flipped the fat metal latch, and wedged the torch firmly in place, securing the door from without.
“
Lazarus? Open the door! I cannot see! Lazarus?”
“Please forgive me, Alsyranqi.”
“
No, you mustn’t! Lazarus, open the door!”
Lazarus turned his back to the door, his hand over his mouth, his eyes wide and
watering as he stared at the tabled corpse.
“
Mind your place, hag! Lazarus, they move against me! Leave me be, witch! LAZARUS,
FOR THE SAKE OF GOD; OPEN THE DOOR!”
Yet, Lazarus only wept as he stepped away from the tall ragged door, leaving the man
to rattle in foreign tongue, as he once did when he touched all parts of
himself.
Lazarus unbarred the exterior door, even as the fisherman’s screams where like those of a man being burned alive – burned to the very bones. He now heard an undeniable
truth from the fisherman: the unadulterated voice of agony – akin to the wretched cries of a dying child.
Lazarus looked over his shoulder and inspected the interior of the fish house, with its many lit torches, hanging chains, piles of clothes and shoes, and the tabled
corpse. And when he was about to turn, he spotted the dead woman’s arm as it
limply slipped from the tabletop, jolting her head to roll and turn toward him.
And there she lay, alone and with a seemingly peaceful smile as she stared at
him. He eased open the exterior door and stepped into the crisp night air.
“
DEAR GOD, NO! LAZAR-
“Forgive me,” Lazarus whispered, wiping dry his eyes. He parted weeds, scanned the
star-lit heavens, and lunged upward to leave a trailing swarm of flies behind
him. He circled over expansive treetops and scanned the horizons for signs of a
flying boar before climbing into the stars. Then he banked hard and flew south,
and toward the Gulf of Leon – pressing forward on his way to Italy, for to
fetch a friar and fulfill a promise to a long-dead priest.